are two subjects that go paw in paw right now and both are affecting me i feel soo tired and drained and lethargic ive lost so much ive lost my freedom and clean record due to two different mistakes one of which ill probably be asked to pay for with no hope of doing so for other ill be locked away ive lost my companions ive lost my peace of mind ive lost my income now ive lost my food assistance and basically ive lost my everything pretty much only thing i have left is a beat up purple and green backpack i found in my sisters empty house My laptop and its assorted bits and bobs a pair of blankets Few pieces of clothes No place to Stay except her trailer No running water no power No phone no anything and only my own two legs to carry me the miles to get to it No one to care about me and noone i can care for and love and hold my own family turned on me had me locked up goverment gave me food assistance then for some reason yanked it away i sleep in a recliner chair next to my laptop and get harassed bitched out cussed at called everything in the book and some things not mentioned made to sit silently in the corner while people make all the noise and wake me up Why do i have to suffer im probably ending up back in the jailhouse completely over a spiteful hateful disobedient sibling and a useless lazy mother who doesent do anything or care for her offspring i have noone Left so Ill ask the readers of this journal What Does someone with Nothing Do To Get Something they can cling to and depend on something constant and helpful a person a place a thing Something to make life worth it or even just something genuine and reliable i leave you with theese words from a broken heard and a broken person Maybe Someone Can put me back together Fix me Right and send me on my way to happyness
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