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ChaoticBlade

Been through some shit

Yeah, I know I typically don't post on here because I value my individual privacy as well as generally trying to encourage others to get their art improved / spread around some more people can become viewing audience for them.
I appreciate everyone commenting on how they appreciate my watching their account or making comments to help them or what have you. One of the things I actually like about this site is similar to Newgrounds it's literally open rain as long as you don't push the button too hard the wrong way.
I understand that my life has been far from easy and my love life has been.... Complicated.
Please understand that I am still working through things and I finally was able to start making a breakthrough in therapy after like 12 therapist though. Don't get me wrong I understand that some people are fighting addictions, deal with life issues, coming to terms with themselves, or some other battle that I haven't listed.
I am a trained apothecary, chaplain of chaos (seriously I've got multiple licenses for a bunch of different religions that are all related), and I was trained as a combat medic for the United States Marine corps.
I have seen some things that would make most humans cry, make every furry either overly excitable / terrified to know, and certain things that I just can't explain with any language that I'm trying to use.
I don't post often here because in a lot of the I try to play the middle ground and promote art/style instead of nitpicking or such. Yet I have to break my initial rule to make sure it's known.
A lot of people in here are just awesome, plain and simple. Yes I know that a guy comes off that I'm either hyper horny / a little bit Downer because of style meeting just a hint more effort at best. Did I try to treat everyone as equally as I wish to be treated and I think I'm only ever had to put one thing negative on this entire wonderful place and that was due to somebody literally promoting 1,000% human type artwork. And even then that was only because the person pushed 100% human and was a known anti-furry.
Please stay safe and all of you need to understand that if anybody needs to talk slash generally vent, I'm generally open to try to help if I can or at minimum listen.
The world's going to hell in a handbasket and I'm one of the few people standing there staring at the Moon just trying to help.
No please don't come at me with any pedophile type deal/f straight up hateful type things. More than half my life has literally been me surviving by fang and claw, blade and bullet, as well as fire and ice.
I know that in today's world that someone like me offering such a offer is suspicious but here's something to think about.
I have prevented 28 suicides in my life, help hundreds of people get off of hard drugs, helped the liver multiple children into this world because of just being there when it was needed, as well as rescuing a couple dozen animals that would have been destroyed otherwise.
I finally got some good in my life where I finally have my own house again, my brothers no longer needing 100% monitoring because it was autism size paranoia, and I finally have my dog & wolf in the same house.
Don't be afraid to check in or chatter message or anything because nine times out of 10 I float around these message boards and such just generally peeping in and seeing who all needs help/promotion / kind of word.
On Newgrounds alone I've prevented three people from committing suicide just because I talk to them when they were literally putting together a suicide note. I'm not afraid to put my own neck on the chopping block and it means saving somebody from something that they can't stop themselves.
So please stay safe out there, keep being awesome, and understand that there are a few of us who actually are trying to save as many people as possible.
Stay true out there starchild
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