Hello everyone. I'm here to explain the emergency situation in which I have been, and for which I won't be able to be very active. I first put it on Patreon, but now I'm sharing it with you:
I'm so sorry for my lack of activity. I've had to deal with several responsibilities in a short time. As you know, I'm still looking for a job, so I'm trying to take courses so I can add information to my resume. My only source of income is the commissions I make as well as the support you give me, which I am very grateful for, because you have helped me get ahead.
However, I must confess that, for two months now, I have been going through a serious moment. Due to a depressive episode I have been in, and words from family members that have been on my mind for years, I've fallen into bulimia. Almost everything I eat, I end up throwing up on my own, and if I don't, my stomach ends up hurting quite a bit. Obviously, my body is very weak because of all this, and the way I try to manage it is with distractions, whether drawing, watching a series, playing games, etc... However, lately they haven't worked, and in my house, My family is beginning to realize what is happening to me, so I will need to seek help to get out of this eating disorder.
I don't feel proud of this at all. In fact, I hate myself for falling into this eating disorder on my own... I cannot say that I will recover quickly, since being affected physically and mentally, it may take a long time to heal. That's why there is little activity in my accounts, or I almost always resort to working with styles that are simple for me, like the "colored sketch."
I'm so sorry that this happens. I don't like to talk about these types of topics, since they are serious or even personal, but you deserved an explanation for all the help you have given me. I want to find help to heal, I want to heal.
Please, if you are going through a serious moment, get some help, do not let the problem continue to grow until it is too late. Your health is important. You are important.
Thank you for your understanding and support, and again, I'm so sorry for this.
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21 Jun 2024 14:40 CEST
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