I know I’ve had so many commissions on my backlog for the better part of a year.
I have to cancel them all.
It’s not anything you did. It’s me.
In the recent past I’ve become increasingly critical of everything I draw or write.
I’m not as good as anyone else in the community, and yet I still wanted to contribute. Yet I feel as if I had bitten off more than I could chew by doing commissions.
Part of the reason I did so in the first place, ignoring financial aims, was because I had almost no luck netting any within the community in the past, slot limits and all. Furthermore, I wanted there to be at least SOMEBODY who wasn’t afraid to draw child characters wearing diapers.
That, I didn’t want others to be put in what was a familiar situation to me: trying to get a much better artist to draw for you, but he leaves only the slots that get eaten up in seconds. I didn’t want anyone to get railroaded like I did.
As noble as it sounded at the time, I was woefully lacking in talent. Why should anyone be charged for my Chris-chan-caliber squiggles?
I’m not a big name (or at least a positive one) within our circle, and my the indifference to my first disappearance in late 2012 was a big tip off. An outlier at best, a pariah at worst.
No more commissions. At least not for the foreseeable future.
I know a lot of you will hate me for saying this, but it’s just wring to keep people waiting forever while I struggle with my limited talent and motivation problems.
I can only draw for me right now.
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