Yeah... I guess my gut was right. Didn't matter who I talked to 'most' everyone was against my concept of reality. (Because all the hate is just hate but those who actually bring up concerns about the hate are "downers" and "fear mongering".)
But reality caught up. Now 'most' everyone is pinned in a corner of hate and bigotry.
It isn't like I wasn't one of the people who spoke up, stressed out, and shut down ahead of time. Saw this all coming years away.
Not some kind of indomitable god here. I can't deal with this kind of stuff. It hurts me to an extreme. It is why I stay pretty silent "most of the time".
But at the same time I can't stand this kind of stuff. It hurts me to an extreme. It is why I speak up and say things that seem mean and controversial "some of the time".
Well, now we are more "controversial" than we have ever been. There is lots of reasons though I peg allot of it on conservatives extra slow adoption of social media and the internet because they are ass backwards monkeys who can barely understand a set of ikea instructions much less how the interwebs work. But here we are. They all caught up. We didn't change the world and now the world is against us trying to change us, because the world thinks we are wrong.
(Yes, has always been to a degree, but this is a whole new level. Or I guess none of you are old enough to remember when RP on discord was OK. Or even when second life wasn't the bombed out crater of hardened survivors it is now.)
Well whatever. Fuck it. It's all burning and I don't have any point in running anymore. Fear only works if you actually believe it is about something you can avoid. At this point, is unavoidable.
I was, and still have been an artist all these years. Just a silent, introverted one who didn't post things publicly. I don't make art for the glory or fame. I just like to make stuff.
I guess I will go ahead and start posting more stuff. This isn't for you all though. This is just a disgusting discharge of hopelessness because nothing matters anymore.
Thanks for reading my drivel. I still hate you all with much love and extreme concern for the future.
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