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Does anyone remember their preteen years?

by trider

So weird question and feel free to DM me on this if you don't feel like going semi-public on the topic but............

Does anyone (speaking to the dick owners mostly) remember their preteen years sexually? Like...really? I've been thinking on this for several years and it plays into a lot of my stories, but a bunch of it for me is guessing to be honest. Like...I remember trying to rub one out before I even understood what cumming was, and was frustrated that I couldn't achieve what my friends were talking about. But I also remember getting off in the shower a bunch later on. There's like this blur in my memory when my dick turned on that I just can't remember.

If anyone is ok with sharing their memories with me feel free (but fair warning I might utilize your experiences in a twisted story down the road). Could make for better stories going forward. A lot of what I write is a mix of memory and fantasy, so I would really like to capture a more realistic experience if possible for future projects.

Just some thoughts anyway. As long as your experiences are past and nothing is relevant for legal reasons, I'm interested in new stories. ... ... ... and hoping I'm not the only one who barely remembers those days since I don't have any trauma or whatever (also if you do have trauma, seek therapy and legal action...my account is fantasy stuff and let's not get depressed on that shit)

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DreamGod

12 months ago

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I do, yeah. I can't say it's vivid, but I definitely remember doing a lot of stuff with all my friends when we were really young. It's kinda sad to say out loud, 😅 but since I said it once before in another post, I doubt it could hurt any further; I was more "sexually active" back when I couldn't even have sex...than I am as an adult. 😂

So ask away, I guess!

trider

12 months ago

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@ DreamGod

So like rubbing? Frotting? How active is active? And how young?

DreamGod

12 months ago

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@ trider

Sorry, I had a rrrreally busy day today. 😅 But I started out at 8; I don't know about the others. I did activities with pretty much all my friends, both boys and girls. What I didn't teach, I learned. French kissing with Gina, cunnilingus with Sarah, frotting and rimming with Jay, hot dogging with Matthew, breast/nipple sucking, stuff like that. Crazy thing is, we didn't even know what we were doing was sex. We didn't even know what it was, at all. We just called it The Secret; that was our code word for it, like when we were talking about it amongst ourselves or if we were in front of our parents or something and wanted to go do it. In terms of frequency, we'd do it any time we knew we'd be alone, and for me that was usually once or twice a week—my mom and Sarah's mom both loved watching their favorite basketball team play on TV. That was at least 2 hours, right there 😏 For my other friends, sleepovers, parents running errands, playdates(or whatever you want to call hanging out during the day)...one time a boy and I hotdogged each other in his shower. 😊

trider

12 months ago

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@ DreamGod

wow quite the adventurous type!

DreamGod

12 months ago

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@ trider

Oh, it was ridiculous. 😅 We didn't have any full-blown orgies(at least I wasn't there for any if there were) but in terms of one partner at a time, everybody was doing something with everybody. I don't consider myself a religious man, but I still feel that I have no choice but to thank GOD every once in a while that our dicks didn't really work back then, or we all would've been 10 year old parents, no fucking joke... 🥶

trider

12 months ago

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@ DreamGod

that's pretty wild. Did you have any favorite story that sticks out?

DreamGod

12 months ago

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@ trider

The only experience like that is (understandably) the very first night it happened. I was at Sarah's house and we were watching cable TV; This was way back when that Bloodhound Gang song was true and the Discovery Channel actually did show animals mating back then 😏
The documentary itself was about mating/reproduction in general, just the basics and whatnot. At some point, they showed a short clip of two humans(it was the end of a paragraph about how all animals have a desire to mate or something to that effect, and showed a bunch of animals as examples) kissing each other, a man and a woman. They weren't ravenously fucking each other like a Showtime or HBO clip, it was just a closeup of a couple in a slow, yet loving, passionate yet restrained, open mouthed kiss.

I'll never forget it.

I wouldn't say I felt arousal, but I was absolutely transfixed. I could tangibly feel the love between those two people. And I couldn't take my eyes off the screen. She asked me if I wanted to try it(she was 10). I just nodded dumbly, and she led me upstairs to her room so we wouldn't get caught. We made out for...god, I don't remember how long, but I want to say a half-hour. All I know is, we didn't stop until mom called me downstairs to go home, and then I spent the entire rest of the night licking the inside of my mouth trying to get more of her saliva 😂

trider

12 months ago

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@ DreamGod

awe, that's really wholesome. do you remember how it started with any of the boys? or is it more of a blur.
Also thanks for sharing your experiences. It's got a fun story idea brewing for sure

DreamGod

12 months ago

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@ trider

Eh, not really anything interesting. Funny thing is, with boys it's practically a race to do something like that—there's no inhibitions, it's always "let's compare" or 'gross-out contest' or some other excuse to show each other our stuff. 😂

trider

12 months ago

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@ DreamGod

Yeah I get that...sad...but understandable. If it's not too personal...do you lean to one side or the other as bi as a result? Just...curious outside of my story research (won't include it, just wondering)

DreamGod

12 months ago

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@ trider

Oh please; you can include as much or as little as you want, it's nothing to worry about—if I felt uncomfortable or thought you were overstepping any boundaries asking too private of a question, I'd tell you. Or, simply decide not to share it. 😂

According to the sexuality spectrum, or test, or quiz or whatever, I'm bisexual male-leaning, which I fully agree with. I am attracted both romantically and sexually to male and female cis genders, but I do like males a little more sexually. The reason for that is, I firmly believe that in terms of pleasure in sex, no one knows what feels better to a guy than another guy, and vice versa with the ladies. The most experienced lover of the opposite sex still can't compare to someone who intrinsically knows what it feels like because they have what it feels like. Now, I'm probably wrong about that, but it's just my piece on how I feel 😅

As for the origin of those feelings...I mean, I could say that my...wild...childhood didn't have an influence on my sexuality, but it would be a baldfaced lie. Everything influences and manipulates us in some minor or major way, whether we're aware of it—or want it to—or not. Hundreds of times over moreso as children. Even typing this now, it makes me realize that nearly all of my favorite kinks—frottage, shower sex, french kissing, risky sex, sexual exploration (i.e. cub on cub) —was stuff that I experienced personally, so those childhood moments influenced my thoughts and desires in that way. No doubt if things had gone differently, I would've grown into a different person. It's pretty fascinating, sitting down and thinking about it... 🤔

Damn, I didn't think I'd get all philosophical before my morning coffee 🤣

trider

12 months ago

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@ DreamGod

Cool to hear that, I'm rather similar actually. I've found way more pleasure with another guy just makes sense. Hard to know how to pleasure a dick if you don't have one.

JacobTheOtter

12 months ago

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I developed pretty early, I was at my full size of 6 inches by the time I was 12 and that led to a lot of attention. I was a weak kid, so I hadn't learned to swim until then so when i was taking swimming lessons it was with kids like 6 or 7 years old, and in the locker room they always stared and talked about how big I was. It was really hard to hide in my swimsuit, but it could just be how new it was:I developed quickly from 11 to 12, so it was like I had a while new crotch over night.

I was also in boy scouts, and while luckily I didn't have any problem with creepy adults there were 4 of us in my troop that would always sneak off and play with ourselves. Ibwas the youngest in the group with the biggest dick while the 14 year old in charge still had the smallest, still probably 2/2.5 inches, but he was the first blow job I ever gave.

trider

12 months ago

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@ JacobTheOtter

Wow that's really hot! I'm actually working on a scout story right now inspired by another person's tales. Really makes me wish I didn't give up on the scouts after only 1 year. I can't imagine being at my full size that early, but I bet you still had some fun with it when it wasn't being awkward.

JacobTheOtter

12 months ago

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@ trider

Honestly, in hindsight, I wish I were more bold about it, because I was really shy and minus the scout group and the stares from swimming lessons, I didn't get any of opportunity to use it. They are great memories though, lol.

trider

12 months ago

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@ JacobTheOtter

Oh well, at least there's some good memories. Sounds like you're not as shy now though

yevonblackwolf

7 months, 4 weeks ago

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I was put into an orphanage when i was 9. And with it being a mostly male one. Many thingd happened. There wasn't barely a day without anything sexually happenning. When i turned 11 ibstarted to try thingd out eith my roommate and other boys when we could be alone. It was kissing, frotting, jerking eatch other off blow jobs and many ither things. I did more things back then than nowadays.

trider

7 months, 4 weeks ago

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@ yevonblackwolf

That's borderline on a little sad, but it does sound like you had fun

trider

7 months, 4 weeks ago

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@ yevonblackwolf

Also do you have any specific memories that stand out? The first frot or bj for example?

yevonblackwolf

7 months, 3 weeks ago

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@ trider

Not really sad for me because it was one of my greatest times of my life. That's not because of all the naughty things happening.

I remember one very clearly:
I first had a room for myself, but at some point a new boy came to the orphanage. I was decided that he stays with me in a room. I was 12 and he 13 and was a quiet and shy boy but we got along well. But with sharing a room and with a bunk bed on top of it, i had the top bunk, he noticed me jerking off when i thought he was asleep. I got real startled when his head appears next to me with a grin. And the first thing he said was "come on down and i gonna blow you so hard that you'll never forget it". We did take turns and it went on the whole night. We felt like shit the next day in school. but it was worth it

trider

7 months, 3 weeks ago

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@ yevonblackwolf

wow that's awesome! I'll for sure reference something of the sorts in an upcoming story

yevonblackwolf

7 months, 3 weeks ago

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@ trider

Alright use as much as you like :D

trider

7 months, 3 weeks ago