had made a journal going over how he was reaching his limit and the stress and frustration was taking its toll.
well we got the estimate in today, and we were completely underprepared for the problem. The engine is totaled and it'll be 7k+ to repair it, and becuase that car was how we were doign work and more, thats now out of the picture meaning we;re fucked on rent and bills to putting it abotu 10k for everythign...
...we need help, we *DESPERATELY* need help. im so fucking TIRED of having to ask for help but i cant sit down and do nothing.
Im begging at this point, and if you cant i understand, its hard everywhere..im just tryign to make a last hail mary play at this point and unsure of what i can even do at this point..
