So it has been almost a year since my last journal entry. Current job is utter crap and trying hard to find somewhere else to work or even get some grievances filled. Such things as the store manager and perishable foods manager making fun of my weight, store manager getting on my case when I had to go to the emergency room due to severe allergic reaction (due to being allergic to dogs and too many people bringing in what are clearly not service dogs and putting them in shopping carts right where children should be sitting). So yeah not good management staff...I've tried talking to HR and my Union Representative but not sure if anything is being done there. I'm hoping to find some work from home job as my mom's health has been deteriorating and she is currently my primary transportation to and from work (as I can't drive due to being blind in my left eye and public transit is far too confusing the last few times I've tried using it).
In other, much more depressing news, back on May 2023, a friend of mine for 15 years passed away at the age of 30 by their own hands. It took be by surprise when I heard the news and I've been a bit of a wreck. Due to the fact that they were my longest standing friend I still find myself crying every so often thinking of them. So yeah sorry about the depressing bit there, been trying to see a therapist myself so I have someone to talk to just because of the loss and some of their last words to me still plaque me and have me wondering things (nothing self-harm like though so no worries there). However my luck in finding a therapist that is covered under my insurance has come up empty thus far, and by that I mean every one I've tried is not currently seeing new clients, but I will not stop looking.
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