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I have a question about your fursona?!

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I have a question about your fursona?!

First and foremost, do you have one? I don’t. But as I’m growing my community, interacting with others in this community, I see how many others have one. Including non-content creators.

The psychology of personas (and thus fursonas) is fascinating to me, as a fan of the SMT:Persona series and as an introspective individual constantly asking questions about myself and my fellow humans. The biggest question is always “how do we choose to interact with our world, fellow humans, and ourselves?” and then second “What do we choose not to share with the world, fellow humans and ourselves?”

For a while now, I’ve had the opinion of “I’m a human who writes stories about animals to other humans who like stories about animals.” But as I’m interacting with my readers and I’m working through my alphabet superset, my own opinion of myself is changing.

This, of course, was to be expected. By writing and turning my internal thoughts to external stories, I’ve started sorting out the tangled wires, cords, and string of repressed thoughts, feelings, emotion, ideas, and opinions. They link together and form a chain that connects the person I am in my real life to the person I share online with you all. But these two are not equal.

Now, don’t get me wrong, our two morals are the same. We have the same values. We think the same things. Have the same history. Same hopes and dreams of the future. But I think about how the person that you all interact with behind a screen and the person I’d be in the flesh is not the same. For one, what do I look like to you? A plushy rhino? A nondescript voice? Probably male? A string of the letters “Ryuji5”? A new notification alert? None of those are wrong, they just aren’t complete pictures of the entity, the persona, that I think I embody online.

As I write more and comment more and talk with you all more, the entity of Ryuji5 grows. It grows alongside the entity that is not Ryuji5. One’s success translates to the other’s happiness. One’s interactions turn into the other’s memories. And both make me so happy! Ever since starting writing in earnest back in May of this year, my (the entity who is not Ryuji5) self-esteem and self-confidence and self-worth has skyrocketed. As Ryuji5 gets watches, comments, votes, favorites it gives me pride! I’m so proud of myself. And that just makes me feel like my writing has gotten even better. Which is then posted by Ryuji5, which translates to more watches, comments, votes, and favorites! It cycles back and forth and the tie that binds the two grows stronger.

So back to my question to you all about your fursona.

Do you have one? Why? Why did you choose to interact with others in the furry community in that way? Why did you design the animal, creature, colors, personality, history, and name for your fursona that way?

And if you don't have a fursona, why?

And as a closing question, should I, Ryuji5, have one?

I'd love to hear your thoughts!
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Added: 2 years, 4 months ago
 
yevonblackwolf
2 years, 4 months ago
Hmm i designed my fursona back in 2009. Can't remember many of the why's you are asking. But why i choose a wolf is because of a event when i was 3 or 4. We went to a zoo quite alot and there was a wolf who always followed me around when we got to his enclosure. Ever since then i love these animals and it only felt right to make one as my fursona.

I choose the colors because of a picture of a black wolf i saw. He was so gorgeous.

For the name i chose Yevon because of a character from Final Fantasy 10 which is my favorite from them all

If you should have a fursona of your own i can't really answer that because, if you feel like having one you should make one. It's really up to you to decide and not others
Ryuji5
2 years, 4 months ago
How lovely! Forming a bond with an animal like that at a young age, I can for sure see how an event like that would lead you to appreciate wolves. I wonder what childhood experiences I'm influenced by? I'm not sure myself.

My partner has been playing through the FF games and that includes 10, I was so confused when Yevon comes out since I thought the point was to fight Sin. I wasn't paying complete attention to the plot as I was doing my own things. But my friend, I just read the wiki for Yevon. What a story! One of pain and lose and tragedy that leads to desperate measures which ultimately culminate in perpetual suffering for Spira. I'm fascinated! I almost want to go play it myself and experience it first hand.

I love story and character driven RPGs!

I must admit to you my friend, before I started writing more frequently, I believed that canine characters were cliched and overdone in the furry community. But as I wrote and I gained an appreciation for the characters I was making and putting my heart in, I imagined what it would be like for someone to criticize Kane or Deacon as cliche. That did not make me feel good. And especially so, as I think more on the concept of a fursona and how people reinvent themselves and craft an identity to share with others. It's a very personal process. I read comments on my journal elsewhere and feel the history that goes into these beings. I resolved to be less judgemental of the characters' physical traits put forth and look deeper.

Writing Yevon into my C story really hammered that home for me. Recognizing that this wasn't just a picture but was someone's identity. I was actually very scared writing that story. I'm beyond relieved that I gave the character justice. So I wanted to thank you personally since it's our conversations and chats in comment sections that have helped me grow as a person and writer.

Thank you!
yevonblackwolf
2 years, 4 months ago
That Wolf was very special to me and i begged my parents to go to the zoo like every weekend :D

Yeah you don't get much of the story of Yevon in the game. But i chose the name because i wanted one from the game which wouln'd be used much by others and Yevon it was.

I get why someone who is new to the fandome would think that Because there are just alot of wolves and fox fursonas around.


You're welcome and i'am really glad i could help you.
You did such an amazing job with the C story and my character. I read it like 8 times already and just love it!
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