Been kind of a graveyard here, eh? I’m not sure what the situation with FA is regarding the changes that made me leave, but I could possibly resume posting here if things aren’t as bad as we believed.
I’ve mentioned about getting an increased dosage of a medication I take that helps me focus. If I don’t take that medication, my thoughts tend to wander. I recently got this increased dose and I hoped it would help me become much more productive on my various projects.
This sadly has not been the case.
After about a week of being on this increased dose, I couldn’t do ANYTHING! I had ideas, but I could not for the life of me manage to muster the energy to even type anything. I felt completely drained of motivation and any attempt at doing something productive was met with great dislike from my brain.
I was horrified that my increased dose had the opposite effect of what I was intending. Thankfully however, it was not permanent. Recently I have managed to draw a few pictures and even almost worked on my novel again. That said, the medication did not improve my working spirit as I wanted it to.
I was hoping to be able to work for hours straight with no decline or fatigue. I was really hoping I’d be able to focus intently on Game development, specifically starting Godot, as it has way better tutorials than Unity has and could actually help me with certain roadblocks.
Sadly, I’m still just trodding along. Still sad that my Novel enthusiasm was just a shame fueled by the desire just to create a name for myself, not because I like writing. I still do think of my novel universe, of it’s characters, of storylines, so at least it’s not dead, I just can’t get it down on paper fast enough.
Anyway, just a little status update. I’m still here
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