Inkbunny

Oh I know. I've been watching you since you posted the animation with the pink husky giving head on a sofa and watched you grow since then. You've done so much work for so long but have recieved so much flak it's ridiculous. I will be sad when you no longer do animations, but YOU GOT TO DO WHAT IS BEST FOR YOU. Don't let the fandom or others bully you.

Justsomedudehaha

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@ Nullivox

Now im curious what animation yu mean xP

Nullivox

10 months, 2 weeks ago

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@ Justsomedudehaha

It's an old animation that I can't seem to find (most likely deleted?) I can't find it on rule34 or e621(don't think BH has anything there anymore) but had a pink husky laying on a sofa with a sleeping BH. Husky starts sniffing BH's sheath which smelled of fish(?) Before he starts licking it and BH gets hard. BH wakes up and starts fingering the husky while the husky blows him. I don't remember id it switches to anal or if BH finishes in the huskies mouth.

Sumdumguy

1 year, 2 months ago

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Who the heck is this "BH"?

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ Sumdumguy

ur mom. hurh hurh hurh

Sumdumguy

1 year, 2 months ago

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"	Bloodhawk wrote:
	ur mom. hurh hurh hurh

Wow. Clever.
(I think you need better material.)

(I personally would have gone for "you mom, useless dumbass dogshit licking moronic assclown. Go felate some homeless people for pennies until you can buy a used, cat piss soaked dogeared copy of 'Hooked on Phonics' to get past 1st grade reading . You're such a lame dumbass you stole a cartoon raccoon from 'Regular Show' that everyone knows is a cheap ass internet copy/paste job.")

😁

So am I just completely unobservant and BH is a reference to "BloodHawk"??

If so I wouldn't have expected it to be worded the way it was, as the persona is also a self reference/self chosen role.

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ Sumdumguy

too much effort, sorry ^ ^;

JaneThomas

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ Sumdumguy

Burger Hing

GreenPika

1 year, 2 months ago

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BASED, AS, FUCK, BRO. <:D

lol I can relate. I gave up being a "timid little woodland creature" decades ago. I'm an asshole and I make no bones about it. I tell it like it is and I don't tolerate being bullied, even if it's that obnoxious "passive aggressive" kind of bullying. I don't tiptoe around triggering people. There's plenty of real life to deal with and that leaves no time and no fucks to give over people who get butthurt at the drop of a hat. Nice to see there are others who are of a similar breed.

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ GreenPika

Yea, furry's are the worst for it, the sick and twisted ways people put pedestals under these popufurs, build em up to only pull that stool from underneath them, remind me when people used to visit public executions and shit like that, 100 years later people are still just as fucking vile. and it could be over like something as dumb as a closed personal argument between two grown adults, yet people feel the urge to revenge each other and shame them over a dumb as fuck argument and the audience becomes judge and executioner :/

So glad I have very little connection to anyone from this dumpster fire you call a "furry fandom"

GreenPika

1 year, 2 months ago

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Indeed. I had been drifting away from the fandom since the great FA exodus of 2011. I only became even more detached from the fandom after orange man bad gave furries a mass mental breakdown. Then I had to suffer through roughly 3 years of covid hysteria, which made the rift even larger. I barely even recognize the fandom now, compared to the 2000s when I first found it.

Racket

1 year, 2 months ago

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I find being an "asshole" is actually very personally cathartic and works as a wonderful filter to weed out people that would be too high maintenance for me to keep up as friends long term. That's not to say that anyone in that group is a bad person or is intolerable, but realistically, if you can only have a few dozen good friends in your life, why waste a spot on someone who you can't be yourself around? Find the ones who like the unfiltered version of you and keep those ones.

Also if you say what you feel and what you actually mean all the time, you never have to spend energy on remembering who you told what or who thinks you believe a certain way, because it's just one version of you all the time. Way simpler.

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ Racket

everything in good balance, don't be a dick for the fun of it and don't be too nice that everyone walk over you. Irl I'm not such a jumpy little prick, but I'm certainly more wary of people online.

YellowDawn

1 year, 2 months ago

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*Hugs*

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ YellowDawn

¬v¬

Specfol

1 year, 2 months ago

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tbh this is the kinda post haters would eat up X3 I think the best bet is to outwardly ignore them. but you do you!

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ Specfol

OH NO! really? what should I do? IM PANICING!

Specfol

1 year, 2 months ago

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lol whatever you want

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ Specfol

I know your tactics sometimes works on insecure little teens you prey on, but I'm afraid it doesn't work on me. sorry

Vlentin

1 year, 2 months ago

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Furries can be pretty nasty and want to tear things down. There aren't many furries I think are truly deserving of being torn down. You're golden. Keep doing your thing!

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ Vlentin

It is a shame, I never know if "back in the day" I was just more naive or if it's just gotten worse x ^x

ConoStudios

1 year, 2 months ago

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oh no trust me it's gotten much worst. We can say "Back in our days" now because modern furries are horrible.

It's unfortunately been mainstreamed and flooded with the normies. I've been doing this furry shit for 18 years now and I noticed the quick decline right after Zootopia got real popular and a whole new generation of furries from Gen Z flooded the fandom. many who never liked furries to begin with now suddenly love it and think it's the best thing to be in. *cough cough tourist* Then they find the weird stuff they don't like but instead of ignoring it like we did back in our day they decide to invade our fandom and demand we change and cater to them instead, trying to tear down everything that made our fandom weird and fun. >.>

JackKnife

1 year, 2 months ago

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I have a song for you. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrgpZ0fUixs

Also there are things I'd like to do to prior employers but for the sake of my NSA port authority clearance I just keep that in my head. But I get where ya are coming from. It amuses me when folks say no woman will ever want me and yet I still get by with relationships. Some people just have to keep their shitty internal personification of you going on in their head because they're too weak and fragile to face reality.

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ JackKnife

you take a big steamy crap on their desk like a calling card, don't you lmfao!

JackKnife

1 year, 2 months ago

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Lets just say one of them has their own fuel depot on site and I gotta ask, what about bob?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r8NsZd2CrjU

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ JackKnife

god that youtube song, (sorry I forgot to reply to that) I haven't heard that song in YEARS. My go to song for this theme is The Blasta by ICP >__>;

JackKnife

1 year, 2 months ago

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This reminds me that I gotta get some more Tech9 albums. I miss the punk and rap of the late 90's to early 2010's.

dinksmallwood

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ JackKnife

Ah, classic Denis Leary, aka "cancer boy". First learned of him watching his "No Cure for Cancer" standup routine, which I believe was on Comedy Central back in the day. One of those great "misanthropic/satirical" comedians, among George Carlin, Bill Hicks, Lewis Black, Samuel Burl Kinison, and the like. That song in particular is still a fun listen, I'd almost forgotten about it.

TheRealMedley

1 year, 2 months ago

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People still pay attention to furry drama bullshit still? Yeesh talk about boring.

Legit I dunno anything about you, that being good or bad, I just liked the art you and Xanthe did is all, its a unique style and it stood out to me, I also don't care about anything anyone says about you. Ima just keep enjoying the art and being a lurker.

Cheers fellow beak haver

KaoNocturatzu

1 year, 2 months ago

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Not so much we "pay attention to it" as much as every time we want to hang out with people of similar interest on discords, you can expect it's going to be some 20 year old's chance at being a mini-dictator by introducing this stuff where no one asked for it. Discord groups, the whole FA mods banning anything neutonic or chibi, no one is thinking about that stuff until these jerks bring it up and make a huge stink out of it. Then EVERYONE acts like they have to put on a police badge and go on a witch hunt. It really says a lot when of all sites that accept furry artwork...freaking DEVIANT ART which generally doesn't allow porn is the most tolerant.

Still, stay positive. Can't let these guys get to us. They may demand we leave cause we like something they don't and "They're the admin.....'s biggest fan....." but they can't ever stop us from drawing what we like...nor making our own website if all the other ones just can't get a grip on the "ANTI HARASSMENT POLICY".

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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I got into a shouting match with Blitzdrachin on FA a few months back because I used to follow her heavy anti stance on grooming, but then she writes this shitty little journal about how she doesn't like FA's policies as well as riling up fans with more misinformation, basically said to her that she doesn't create enough resources for victims and more busy playing the victim card, She spent so long riling up her rabid audience to come after people like me and my wife playing this warped "poor me, these people are bad, give me money", and surprise surprise she sets her vile twitter hoard on me to go through all my old immature journals from like when I was 17. She even went on about saying she talks to minors to "help them recover from abuse" and it's like.. LADY.. THAT IS LITRALLY THE DEFINITION OF GROOMING, YOUR LITRALLY TALKING TO VUNRABLE KIDS, they need a advise from someone who has a fucking licence and a degree, not some twit that got big on twitter! I just walked away pitching my temple but that's just a small example of the twisted madness I see over on those sites x^x;

KaoNocturatzu

1 year, 2 months ago

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Yeah, it just goes to show, despite being a site and fandom for adults, it's kind of clear no one knows how to handle these situations without falling into the same reasons why kids are generally not allowed on these sites. It's not a VIP club to be an adult, it's adults only because it's DANGEROUS and no one's going to hold your hand if you're offended or attacked or see content you're not ready for. Unfortunately this leads to a lot of dangerous behavior that often entices rebels to come to these sites thinking there's anarchy to be had, but where there's anarchy, there's going to be people (and a lot of kids) getting hurt simply because of the sh*t that GROWN UPS are throwing at each other, instead of just talking like civilized people.

Either way, the best thing we can do to not end up on the FBI's watch list in either regard is to take a step back, take a deep breath and click the X button if we see drama rising up. but the reality is...the FBI doesn't care because too many people are making false reports about pedophilia just to justify thier hatred or anger against another individual, thinking it's a "Catch all card", when most of the time, no kids are actually in danger on these sites (believe me, we know where the kids are ACTUALLY in danger.... cause they're the ones creating the group chats). As an adult, my recommendation to stay out of trouble is to just not invite discord and chaos where it's not necessary. The more attention drawn on the matter that you tie to yourself, the more closely you'll be monitored and that's how we ended up catching most of them in the first place. Cause those are the types kids end up reporting to the police. Don't worry about it. It's not your job. Just have fun making your animations and you'll be fine. Hehe believe me.... we are NOT looking for jpegs and animations. They're looking for grown ups making sites where kids COULD be dangerous because they THINK there may be kids there. Unacceptable even on the most intense of porn sites....

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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I'm generally looking ford to the age restriction ID thing Ofcom will be enforcing soon, Lot of people are going to bitch and whine about privacy but the pro's will far outweigh the cons, Then I can finally have that sigh of relief ^ ^;

KaoNocturatzu

1 year, 2 months ago

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It really can't be high enough. Personally I'd like it to be at least 30. By then most people are sick of starting drama over foolishness. People think that once you're fresh out of highschool you're an ADULT? I bought my first home at 28. It took years after I finished college to even remotely consider myself a grown up. Heck in the military 36 is the cut off age, maybe that should be the legal age as by then, if you're still f8cking around, that's CLEARLY on you. No more sympathy.

IAmHated91

1 year, 1 month ago

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Holy crap, blitz flipped out on you too? I remember them blocking me over a misunderstanding when I asked a question about a parody art they made. (Wanted to know if it was made in bad faith, basically,) and got blocked for it even after they said it was all in good fun and I was said 'cool glad to hear it.' Most bizarre exchange I've had in this fandom.

Bloodhawk

1 year, 1 month ago

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@ IAmHated91

The better question is, who haven't they flipped out on? xDD It's better to leave people alone who are having that much of an ego rush. I completely understand why they are so defensive, but you can see the power rush they are getting from the way she preys on vulnerable people, everything is self-perpetuating. I brought that to light and she WAS NOT HAPPY, she went on about how I'm in groups talking about her when in reality I was just throwing my opinion into the ring that she should provide more links for vulnerable people. The lady sounded like a predator and she didn't like what I had to say x'D She thinks it's okay to talk to minors because "SHE" suffered abuse, I'm sorry but I've heard that chestnut from way too many bad eggs in my time. If you do not have a degree in child psychology and counseling, then I think people should stay the fuck away from children >:/ I don't think she is very bright, But it's best to stay clear of her rabbid abusive fans.

TheRealMedley

1 year, 2 months ago

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Shit dude I'm super lucky, the discords I'm in is a politic free shit post zone, not a single one tried to police the other... well the Kintsuneyoukai one is pretty shit because his mods basically blackmail him but I'm not active there, I haven't left because someone asked me to stay for some reason. Either way I am glad I don't gotta deal with this bs, it makes it easy to do what I do, mediocre art of questionable fetishes.

KaoNocturatzu

1 year, 2 months ago

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Ah it usually takes ONE person to make it thier mission to tell you "You're not welcome" and the mods/admins agreeing because they "Don't like your art style". or something like that. It's less that it happens all the time as much as I notice it more because people tend to put up massive barriers all the time. Like I was part of a pretty tolerant AI art discord but one guy kept going around calling every render "Loli/shota" and calling the mod every time someone uploaded an image he didn't like. while half the time the mod told him "It doesn't look too young" the fact that he was going around self policing really looked like he was trying to pull a Randall and make someone a pedophlie. When you have people like that around and the mods don't immediately get rid of him, your server turns into a police state where everything people don't like gets reported and mob mentality gets you harassed. That's usually the problem. Heck I had one server mod ban me because I was suggesting a phone for someone else to use to draw art and he sarcastically told me I was being off topic, when I told him "That's not fair" he did the whole "Arguing with a MOD?" thing and banned me, while everyone else was like "Yeah get rid of that guy". It's a pain, but when you see stuff like that, you start to realize why this journal is worded the way it is.

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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Dear lord it's the furry's bread and butter these days, Even if you draw a dog dick on your avatar now you are branded a zoophile. I envy your oblivious nature because I'm sure it probably the most healthy attitude. But if I find out you touch your self to my animations, then I'm going to be so offended right now 8C

KaoNocturatzu

1 year, 2 months ago

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The funnier part is they all think that branding others as zoophiles or pedos cause of the art they draw will get the FBI knocking on thier door like one big joke. It helps that I work with them and in most cases, the "Accusers" are the ones kicking puppies cause they think abuse only applies to sex, not physical harm. Those are the ones who are bagged.

TheRealMedley

1 year, 2 months ago

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I live in the clouds my man, not a single fuck left to give and I will draw all the doggo dicks I please regardless of what others wanna think of me.

And as for spanking it to your animations? Nah, I don't find furry sexy, I just appreciate the actual art without wanting to hump a cartoon.

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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heh.. nice x3
I'll eventually find that type of inner peace, but for right now it's too dam therapeutic to not rant

KaoNocturatzu

1 year, 2 months ago

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Same, the govt already knows more about me than even my parents given how polygraphs work, and I'm still here. So I try not to stress about it and just make the most of things. I have everything I need to be happy. Just occasionally get depressed when I see art I like surrounded by controversy.

dolphinlover101

1 year, 2 months ago

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I know this comment is from 4 days ago but I get what you’re saying. Just because you draw bestiality art and/or cub art doesn’t mean you are a zoophile and/or pedophile. there is a reason why porn in art considered fantasy rather than reality. The people who accuses any one of that based on their art needs to understand fantasy vs reality. The latest generation of people are complete idiots. Like okay I drew zoo art for someone not you. Oh you’re offended? Boo hoo no one cares. The art wasn’t for you. If you don’t like what I draw blacklist me so you don’t see my art. I don’t care as long as the customer is satisfied with my art and I get paid if it is a commission.

Realevil

1 year, 2 months ago

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Thank God I can just block your journal and see just your art because furry drama between cub artists id the most cringe thing ever.

KaoNocturatzu

1 year, 2 months ago

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You'd think this would be the last place we'd see that stuff.... Not sure what's going on with Inkbunny. Everyone here acting like they REALLY want to call the police, but I worked with the FBI before, they are NOT interested in petty online art drama. They're looking for real victims.

ConoStudios

1 year, 2 months ago

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I think the issues is all the weirdos that was on FA that got a taste of their own medicine with the recent rule changes flooded Inkbunny (clearly knowing what this site caters too) but still comes in and complain about what they see. I think it's these people's kink TBH XD

KaoNocturatzu

1 year, 2 months ago

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That's exactly it. The ironic thing is that the people who seem to freak out the most about this stuff tend to gravitate towards these sites that talk about it, but only to raise a huge fuss about it or "teeter the line". Often throwing things like "Fantasy ONLY" to excuse their perverted tendencies, but it just makes them sound even more sus when they're also the same ones posting things like "I wanna drill her so bad her head pops off and my cock comes out of her anus!" in the same breath. Ironically it's that psychological trick that helps police identify the real dangerous predators because again, they think that child/animal abuse ONLY applies to sexual contact and ONLY applies to age, but when a character is 18 or when the action is pure violence, they're perfectly fine and even encouraging of the atrocity. The number of times I see on Twitter people posting memes about "If you're 17, you better start digging your grave" is so disgusting. All cause they don't want people seeing their art as they think they'll go to jail for that. Death threats...last time I checked...are going to lead to FAR longer jail times....

Personally I wish the admins and mods on this site would ban people like that more.

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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But you still felt the need to leave a comment :3
also, you actually assume I'm going to still post here? You sweet sweet innocent man child x3

dolphinlover101

1 year, 2 months ago

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Real evil more like real butthurt. I gave the dude a taste of reality and he blocked me from replying to his comments. He knows I can still indirectly respond to his comments by replying to the people who already have replied to his self-centered narcissistic comment

dolphinlover101

1 year, 2 months ago

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Hey dude get a life. No one gives a fuck that you are offended by art which doesn’t harm real children. honestly the children in this guy’s animations and art are not real. If anything the real people who are voice acting the cubs in this guy’s animations are adults. So no real children are harmed. I am all for art and animations that don’t harm real living beings in the process. You need to know the definition of fantasy versus reality.

Realevil

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ dolphinlover101

You need to shut the fuck up, nobody.

Dalmatin

1 year, 2 months ago

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And if it’s not a secret, how old are you? It’s just that when I saw 2 photos of you that you took about 12 years ago on a deleted account on Furafinity, I thought that you were either over 50 or over 40 but you drink a lot, and recently I saw in your magazine that you wrote that you were over 30. Honestly, if you don’t want to, you don’t have to answer, I’m not digging for information on you! I'm just interested :з.

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ Dalmatin

This is state KGB secret because my family used to be the original Tsars

Dalmatin

1 year, 1 month ago

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Damn, I completely accidentally read your comment and it only just dawned on me🤣. It’s just that in Russia people rarely remember the Tsar and communism). To be honest, I have lived in Russia all my life and during all this time I have never seen communism live (except for my mother, although formally she is not a communist). Funny)

Soulfear

1 year, 2 months ago

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Jeez... You know, not to be a dick or something... But I remembered a phrase I was told once. "No one actually can see you failing but yourself." And now and then you keep making these journals so everyone can see what is it you think wrong with you...
The post itself is based but... Damn... Are you really okay?

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ Soulfear

Probably!?

Soulfear

1 year, 2 months ago

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You are a good bird, you know that?

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ Soulfear

please don't worry, I'm only venting, it's when I start to bottle stuff up yuh gotta worry about me x3

Soulfear

1 year, 2 months ago

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You post journals more and more often. I don't see time when one should not be worried about you...

WozWerth

1 year, 2 months ago

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Glad you're getting better, bud <3

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ WozWerth

cheers x3

XaldonAjide

1 year, 2 months ago

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Good to see you keep going Bloodhawk.

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ XaldonAjide

*salutes*

jaydeletedacct

1 year, 2 months ago

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thats fucking kickass man. i didnt know you were this kind of person and i feel good knowing im not the only one who likes to be known and share my art but dispise popufur BS and feeling like i have to save face around folks.
getting off twotter and spending more time with friends has been great, and finally making an inkbunny has been my little rebellion to the toxic chuds who dont get that people are freaks and thats ok.

its great to hear your story and still see you creating

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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To be honest, It's kinda sucky that iv turned out this way, It will get to a point where I'll be fighting my own shadow xD; boiled down, it's basically fighting toxic people with greater toxicity which is kinda the route cause of a lot of problems with online people right now. (basically my behaviour only adds to the dog pile)

It's kinda funny, I was talking to a friend just recently, he was like "dude, you should come to a furcon in london with us!" and I think he had a bit of a wake up call when I said to him that I cant go to those cons because I'm generally concerned for me and my wife's physical safety.. I explained to him that the last time I ever considered going to a con I started receiving death threats .. and yuh gotta think to your self, what a lovely warming welcoming community :)

jaydeletedacct

1 year, 2 months ago

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oh yeesh dang
well ok yeah i see your point with that haha. i know where the feeling comes from tho.
mostly i just keep to myself and avoid being noticed by the trolls and whatnot. thats sort of how ive always dealt with harassment is to not acknowledge it at all to the point that i dont see it.

Viperman200221

1 year, 2 months ago

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I keep on telling people IRL I'm an asshole, the type of asshole you love to hate. After a while they begin to realize that yeah I'm an asshole, LOL!

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ Viperman200221

I think my friends are just masochists xD;

KaoNocturatzu

1 year, 2 months ago

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It really is a shame. I've noticed especially lately that the furry community has seen an unusually large increase in anti-tolerance lately to the point I seriously can't tell who's actually an adult or not. I remember 10 years ago the furries were mostly the nice ones that had to stick together because antis would bully and harass them, but now it seems to be the other way around where the biggest bullies are the furries and I feel more comfortable showing my work to my IRL coworkers who actually ARE adults, not 20 year olds pretending to be. It's just getting less and less worth it and I'm sick to death of the hypocracy. Going out of thier way to demand tolerance for all these "mass movements" yet in the same breath condemning people without a chance to explain themselves using the EXACT SAME LOGIC they claim is putting them on the spot. I think a large part of it is a lot of insecure people see furry as a way to manipulate people to make money and staying in that bubble, so a lot of the rants come from those who simply "don't want to grow up" yet want everyone else to work twice as hard so they can stick around.

Still, at my age I also learned I don't need this foolishness. I got my good friends, a fantastic job, and everything I could want in life. People want to be bullies online and act like the people who SHOULD be banished form Adult only sites (especially the FA admins) then by all means. I'm not here to babysit "grown men". I'm here to enjoy art, share ideas, and have a good time.

That rant aside, I do really like your animations. The methods you use look like a combination of 2D with elements from blender to get really excellent fluid and stain effects. I'm trying to get into the habit of making stuff like that. And don't worry about the theme of the content. I never judge people by what they like or make, I only judge people by what they do or how they treat others. As I always say "If you have to label someone as something to justify your anger against them, you probably shouldn't be on ADULT ONLY Sites...." cause being an ADULT means you can handle uncomfortable situations or click the X button if you cant. Going around harassing people in their own neighborhood just results in a beat down...

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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I think everybody has an agenda as well as conflicting opinions, the more people you add to it, the more you add to the mosh pit. I can be pretty intolerant my self, But I know for a fact no1 on this planet can be forced to like anything they don't like, You just don't go about your day making peoples live more unbearable. A good example a while back, I was talking to a dude that was a well known asshole racist peace of crap, people were like "WHAT? YOU TALK TO HIM!? BRO YOUR GOING TO BE CANCELLED" and I was like "and?" and they banged on about being associated with him makes me this and that, But in reality, I just wanted to know what made the guy tick, learn why bad eggs go this bad in first place and understand where all the hate stemmed from, when in reality, all hate and mistreatment he received from other furries just validated him and made him turn towards more intolerant people, we talked and understood each other better, doesn't mean I liked the guy. Same goes for some MAPs, Yes, I talk to a map on telegram but it doesn't mean I agree with him. Basically, before I ramble, Hate has all different shapes and sizes, if you don't just sit down and talk with the person you disagree with, then sadly you become the very thing you hate. If you ever get a chance, watch this ted talk https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ORp3q1Oaezw on a very similar subject I'm poorly trying to explain

KaoNocturatzu

1 year, 2 months ago

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Absolutely. People are often quick to judge based on labels, not realizing that they're applying those same labels based on the same assumptions that they themselves don't tolerate. Like I know it sounds controversial, but I would see people posting things like "BLM, Trans rights" and making tons of tweets saying "Why do you judge people without hearing thier side of the story?" but then in the same breath I would see them saying stuff like "DOWN WITH AI! If you use AI, you're the DEVIL! GO AWAY AI USER!" like the exact same totalitarianism that they claim they receive on a daily basis. Now neverminding the fact that their issue is a social one while AI usage is literally a tool, nothing to do with social issues, attacking people for how they do a job shouldn't be tolerated anymore than attacking people for how they choose to present themselves. It's sad because it shifts people backwards in tolerance by JUSTIFYING the attacks on people for making social manipulation out of their opinion. I've always been a feminine guy and always accidently called a girl my whole life. It never was an issue, but I can sense a lot of people want to make it an issue so they have a new "target" to dump their insecurity on.

Hehe but no, you're right and I understand you loud and clear. I've seen that TED talk and did a college disseratation on the subject where I tried to prove that Calvin and Hobbes (ergo comics) teach us a lot more about social philosophy by giving us an abstract scenerio driven way to reflect on our own attitudes. I too have met many MAPs in my life too. They generally are pretty nice people who have thier reasons for being the way they are, and long as they're not hurting anyone, I don't see them as doing anything wrong. (plus young people have the tendency to want to be more mature than they are. It's really the responsibility of well meaning adults to help guide them to a better understanding of the world so they don't make a fatal mistake.... One young girl I met is in jail now because of a mistake she made. Peer pressure does that, but she didn't have parents to set her straight....despite her constant "cries for help"). All in all....I only judge people based on what they do or the meaning behind thier words. Many people who claim they're well meaning do tend to want to set fire to the world, while those who are often accused of wrongdoing maybe have very legitimate reasons for feeling the way they do and their words were just taken WAY out of context. but at least when people DO try to go after me, They shut up real quick when I tell them "The govt knows already yet I'm still here... find someone else to sick your violent fantasy on cause I'm not going to die cause some angry 20 year old man-child is offended I draw my character as a quadruped". Still, the easier solution is to just.... click the X button and block the "kid". I'm way too old for that foolishness. I just want to make art and share it with friends. I like your talent with animations. I want to see more and just don't want you to stress out anymore. Hehe a good rant once in awhile is great, but the migraines that come with staying up all night knowing some internet loser called you something and forced you to publicly defend yourself on a forum.... All they're trying to do is ruin your mental state for thier cynical amusement. Get you to stop making what you love and make you feel bad. Not worth it.

Nech

1 year, 2 months ago

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lol you pretty much described how i am as well; though it's less with bullies and more with anyone who tries to pull some shit or play games and lies.

basically i just instantly and very directly call people on their shit, especially when its a blatant lie.

The CEO at my work HATES it because he is a consummate liar (he calls it being a salesman, not even cognizant that it isn't being a "good" salesman rather than a skeezball salesman)
and like you're saying I'm not bashful about it, the phrase "bluntly honest" is quite frequently thrown about.

but he can't help it because I'm also one of the 3 or 4 people in the whole company that are the smartest ones in the room 9 times out of 10 and I literally keep their infrastructure and engineering systems afloat (of which I built all of) and he knows it.

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1 year, 2 months ago

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@ Nech

yeeea "yes men" can practically destroy a business from the inside, You gotta stand up for your self. When I was younger, I learnt that you get very little respect for keeping your head down and working super hard. I remember I didn't take 1 sick day off in 3 years and the first day I did they socially bullied and black mailed me for like 3 weeks after that, Part of me snapped that day e ve;

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1 year, 2 months ago

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lol, i got sick of the shit and their thought that they are entitled to just have me do whatever, literally told them shit stops, 30% raise or bye.

and while those other 3 or 4 people are smart, there is literally no one else in the company, even the CTO, who has the intellectual capability to do all the different jobs, build and maintain everything, engineer and pull whole new systems out of their ass or thin air, or just innately understand any kind of technical or engineering "thing" that gets sat in front of them in under a couple hours like i do on an almost weekly basis.

suffice to say, I got the raise and got to essentially re-write my own job description to EXACTLY define what my job was on a normal basis and none of that unreasonable "other duties as needed" bullshit; that and they are effectively on notice that if they start that employee abuse shit again I'm just going to leave and let the house crumble when they can't deal with or even understand all of the shit that runs everything.

Charn

1 year, 2 months ago

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im self employed sir i do not want to beat myself up with a 2x4 <3

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ Charn

that would be a little weird...

S1x

1 year, 2 months ago

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I feel like the game whack your boss was made for people like you.

Very glad to hear you're getting better

Bloodhawk

1 year, 1 month ago

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@ S1x

https://youtu.be/d8RkcUiCxuE?si=VHNHJVXuynRJemAM&t=43

S1x

1 year ago

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Lol heard that a lot

Realevil

1 year, 2 months ago

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Shut up and do the only useful thing you where apparently put on this earth for, make animated child porn for a bunch of sad quasi pedos to masterbate to, everything else about your existence right down to what I can assume is your oh so proud parents making you in the back of whatever alleyway is meaningless. Go put on hours of work, so I can take whatever you make for free and get my rocks off.

:)

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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stop, your making me blush x3

DreamGod

1 year, 2 months ago

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I didn't know you were married! TIL!

Well, I never had to deal with any bullies or anything...I guess mostly because I wasn't of particular note. 🤷‍♂️ But I do understand what you mean.

Bloodhawk

1 year, 2 months ago

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@ DreamGod

https://inkbunny.net/xanthe x3

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1 year, 2 months ago

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