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blessedwasthechild

Deleting the old stupid big boob stories

Hi everyone I wanted to give a warning that might starting cleaning up my gallery so if you like a story you should probably save it before I get rid of them out of disgust. I'm not going to be indulging in the big boob fetish anymore, I can't handle the way it gets brought up to me anymore. I can't stop feeling like people think I'm forcing it on them and so I'll be sticking to flat chested girls. I'm sure most of you are eager to hear this news but for the tiny portion of people who tolerated the big boobed amberlina thing you can either save those old stories now or wait until I re-release them with dire needed editing. I should probalby focus on my old works anyway but right now I'm just trying to keep myself together. I need to stop thinking that this is all about me and if I expect other people to fully enjoy my work I need to stop pushing against my core audience's tastes.

this was copy pasted from my other blog so if its got typos sorry :c

EDIT: clarification--no one has *harassed* me about the big boob stories. But there isn't a single person I talk to personally who is into it, and a lot of my fans bring up a lot, how much they'd prefer my stories without the distracting big boobs. No one tried to make me feel bad. But I felt bad about years of getting this reaction.
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Added: 1 year, 8 months ago
 
Heavykiin
1 year, 8 months ago
What kind of freaks get upset over big boobs??
blessedwasthechild
1 year, 8 months ago
no one was upset, the reaction is more like, 'you do know you'd be hotter without the unrealistic boobs right?' I don't wanna hear that anymore
DireKyre
1 year, 8 months ago
I'm very confused... people were upset about boobs? What like, oppai loli or something? That seems like a bizarre thing to be upset over.  

Are you certain it isn't one or two aggressive people trying to force you do to what they like instead of what you like?
blessedwasthechild
1 year, 8 months ago
I am sorry for misleading you, no one was like, *offended* over the big boob fetish. I'm just tired of years of the majority of my readers telling me that I'd be sexier flat.
DireKyre
1 year, 8 months ago
Every time I post something in one of the kink-communities I am in, all I get is "This would be super hot if it was a female". I just ignore those comments. If you create, create for you, and the people who like what you do will come to you. The ones who comment the 'it would be so much better if' are not your audience or your fans. They're the people who think that every artist's effort and time belongs to them and only what they like should get made. Which to me signifies a level of greed and selfishness I wouldn't want to reward.

Oh, wait, you're into vore. It's the vore community. I am a preddy boi and that's pretty much 50-75% of my comments. If I gave up and spent money/time buying and writing what they wanted, I'd have blue balls and would have wasted hundreds of dollars pleasing people who aren't my friends and don't care how I feel or am. But I get the frustration, and ultimately what you do with your time and effort is up to you.
blessedwasthechild
1 year, 8 months ago
ah, thank you for being so constructive with me. I'd be getting too personal here to explain why I like being objectified with large breasts, and a bit too personal to explain how that part of me isn't very happy anymore. my cognition is shifting, and to put the complex matter loosely, I haven't been bullied about the size of my actual chest in a looong damn time. its just kind of complex because, if I make myself petite, isn't that in a way symbolic of me being more comfortable with *being* petite? I hope that's enough.
but your comment isn't falling on deaf ears. there are some things I won't change and can't change about my writing, they're integral to who I am. It's just that the big boob thing isn't. In a way, none of my misogynistic fantasies are essential, I just like to "overspice". I'm thinking I need to cut back on my salt intake, and reward myself for playing myself more organically. especially if I wanna do more dramatic stuff that I keep putting off.
shit I"m rambling. sorry I'm rambly aaaah!
DireKyre
1 year, 8 months ago
That's fair. Just giving you my two cents. That's why I always make sure to end with telling people that in the end it's their own choice. I'm merely displaying my viewpoint on things, rather than trying to say anything I know or feel is correct. I just like to make sure people aren't being pressured into stuff since I've seen it happen to a lot of writers and artists.
StarRabbit
1 year, 8 months ago
I, for one, am a huge fan of oppai loli. Sorry to hear ppl have been giving you crap about it. But you should do what makes you happy. If making sure your stories have a broad appeal makes you happiest, do that. If niches that limit appeal are what makes you happiest, do that.
Teisu
1 year, 8 months ago
question. does this include vore stories? (cub specifically)

And is the clean up already done?
blessedwasthechild
1 year, 8 months ago
I wanted to give people like at least a week. You still have time.
giffee
1 year, 8 months ago
I'm sorry people got weird about it. I liked Amberlina
blessedwasthechild
1 year, 8 months ago
the reality is that I'm the weird one. Amberlina stays the same but the big boob thing is no longer canon.
giffee
1 year, 8 months ago
Well I guess I'm also weird. I'm sorry you feel weird for liking big boobs.
Shinfulcat
1 year, 8 months ago
People who get upset about fictional content usually aren't the best folk to base your own morality on.
blessedwasthechild
1 year, 8 months ago
the one who is most upset is me. I was just really tired of people saying that the large boobs was seriously distracting a lot of my readers from being able to properly objectify me
Eriathas
1 year, 8 months ago
Sorry to hear that you feel that the feedback on Amberlina's chest has reached a tipping point, but also thank you for giving us time to save the existing busty versions of the stories. For myself the large chested fox cub finding herself in spicy misogynistic stories has always been one of the draws of your stories, beyond just the general high quality of the writing and matching kinks, so I will be downloading the entire lot myself for safekeeping.
Ultimately I just want to see you happy with what you are writing and if the feedback negativity has reached a point where it outweighs the good feelings you get for finishing a story I am not going to judge the decision you've reached. It is bit of a shame to not get the Amberlina in the form I've learned to think as canon in the future. At least I am happy to hear nobody has actively harassed you out of your preference, though it more or less amounts to same.

While a strangers voice over the internet is hardly anything, know that at least one of your readers really loves Amber in the form you have written her in, and will always consider that form as canon. I hope to see more of her and rest of your cast in the future, as long as you are happy to write.
blessedwasthechild
1 year, 8 months ago
there are works of me that have me as a mlp pony instead of as a fox. that isn't canon. I want my big boobed version of me to be like that. its an option but it isn't the default. I can't enjoy it being my default anymore. but the interest is still there. I'll undoubtedly still do more new content with that stuff in it, but, it gets its own folder at best and focus and front page attention will definitely end up going toward the flat versions of those stories.
lots of work.
Eriathas
1 year, 8 months ago
Fair enough, I can respect the stance there. Writing is after all inherently a thing that becomes progressively harder to author the less enthused one is about doing it. Glad to hear there will still be more of your writing of all sorts, even if some of it won't be on the front page. Your vore stories are long time favourites of mine after all.

All I can do is wish you strength in the workload to come.
VeryhotAndbothered
1 year, 8 months ago
I'll go ahead and save your stuff, but at least personally I've never had issue with Amberlina having huge boobs :3

I look forward to seeing more of your incredibly hot stories!
NXTangl
1 year, 6 months ago
Aw jeez I missed this journal completely :<

You being like 90% tits by weight to make the cum extra creamy was always fine by me, you know.
Norithics
1 year, 2 months ago
-*wheels in two massive bags of nanogel*-
Well toots, these either go on the top floor or the bottom, your choice.
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