I don't want to delete my account but I don't want to draw anymore

I can't draw.

Not because I have lost the skill but I just can't bring myself to draw adult art. Not seriously. My heart is never fully in it and even If I have a good day trying to do it I regret it later.

I regret most of my art after I draw it. I regret nearly everything I do. I always wonder if I could of done it another way or done it better or if I was thinking about it the right way at the time.

I know I can never be perfect but I also wonder if I am being the best I can be. I know I am not. So I just... doubt till I don't do anything. The Only thing I can do right is nothing but doing nothing mean I am not getting anything right!!!!!

I still want to draw. I never want to stop trying..

Thats it. IfI keep typing I'll just go back repeating crap I have said for years and I will get no where saying it. Words don't mean a thing.

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Added:	2 years, 2 months ago 09 Dec 2022 10:02 CET

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Norithics

2 years, 2 months ago

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... What is it that you actually want to do?
Seriously what got you into art in the first place? Why not go revisit that?

DrBattlemage

2 years, 2 months ago

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@ Norithics

If I think back then I would have to say stuff like the end credits of Outlaw Star. How those still pencil images still had so much emotion in them. And then you have the music over it. It made that part of the show feel like i was breathing in the art itself. The visual feel of the old Aeon Flux the animations themselves creeped me out lol. But the Lyth bodies entranced me. (I believe that Is why I am drawn to GreyscaleRain's Art so much.) That is the first thig that comes to mind.

Norithics

2 years, 2 months ago

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@ DrBattlemage

That sounds like plenty to go on. Go back and watch it again. Rekindle the flame of what it was that got you into this.

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