From the Inkbunny Support Team had to delete one of my journals for assault at a user.
Also I apologize for my mean and disgusting behavior that had put you in a serious drama that I was going through and that I was currently under a hard time even after a hard life I had in school etc.
I'm sorry I brought all this upon you folks and Inkbunny but I was upset because I felt depressed about life shit.
From now on I will try to be nice on journals because if I don't I may get banned from posting journals otherwise.
I'm sorry I brought this upon you and your friends I know really I'm not sorry but I have to apologies on behalf of the Inkbunny Team for a big Violation at one of your friends.
I'm sorry I brought this upon your friend Takaneru now I know what I deserve for being a horrible monster by the support team I get my punishment for being mean.
I'm sorry Takaneru's friends and everyone else I just don't know what to say it's not easy to say it.
(Sigh) Folks somethings are better left said I know I haven't been honest the reason I am known to get grouchy or aggressive sometimes is because I'm in a hard situation maybe I was feeling like it because I didn't like to be picked on. The reason I been grouchy in life was I haven't had actual sex for 26 years and also It can sometimes happen with friends when we don't agree on some stuff.
Folks sometimes it's harder for me to mention it I'm in a tricky situation in life I know I'm a complete dickhead but yes I tried to act sexy even though I'm not because I wanted to prove to people I was good enough and cool but I wasn't really.
All I ever wanted was a nice life but in saying why some of the artists don't get along I understand it now it's similar to being at school. Or being a movie star or at work or in any Fandom like being an artist or a director or elsewhere some of us hardly get along with others I am mature to see it now.
It's only natural that people at work or jobs or directing or film star or artist half of them don't usually get along and it's a common thing that happens sometimes their is frenemenys or rivalries in places on people that do not work like a team or so in filming but they haven't got the choice it is a natural thing.
What I have learned in the art community is some artists or followers don't get on well probably because it's like school. Work or film star etc it's a real actual life that tends to happen. Maybe I don't see it but I can see what life truly means.
Whenever I read articles on movies being directed I learned what is acting I learned some actors didn't work together specially Lee Marvin and Burt Lancaster didn't get along in The Professionals 1966 film during acting. I also learned roumers that Bo Sevonson and Peter Hooten didn't work so well not sure that's true but I also learned about actors and what have you don't and haven't always worked like one its wired to say what I think about actual life when what I see is complicated to what people think about during work or something.
Anyways I cannot recall how many actors got on well or not but the reason I had not been active on journals I took some time out for a bit to change my ways and views on being a bully to others because I was upset that I was making a idiot of myself and I decided to make things right to take some time off.
Anyways I am sorry I didn't update on what went on I never got around to making a tribute to Olivia Newton-John my favourite actress from Grease 1978 who passed away and I had two of my dogs who passed away Dougal and Macey this year. Dougal of old age and Macey of Lung Cancer. And later my favourite actor the late Henry Silva died at age 95 I wasn't in a mood to say it when Henry died I considered him my main hero for his western / crime and mafia parts and Italian crime police movies etc and I wish he did more war movies he never got around to. Henry Silva is my hero well I imagined him being a Marvel Hero or Villian a Mafia Boss that Stan Lee could have invented but never got around to.
Olivia was like the hero she maybe activist but got me standing for my rights and responsibilities at 15 she is what inspired me. Even so she as Sandy Olsen and Danny Zukko / John Travolta from Grease for the relationship Kappus x Millie of Mighty B!
Loss of my dogs was heart breaking Macey the most I had a good bond to her and after she died I had the honor to stroke her and carry her on stretcher to car.
I know I not been talking these last several weeks few months I have been depressed upset on passing away and what have you trying to improve and change.
And the Inkbunny Support Team is right I need to change or I may get suspended from posting journals so it's time I change my ways before I'm in the shit.
Once again I'm sorry for all the mean things I did and I want to change if I'm to continue posting from now on they is to be no more dramas or complaining about users or artists I have had enough of dramas and I have been upset for the passing of four bond connections these last weeks and months it's hard to let go off even to pay tribute.
As for graduation I graduated on the 16th September from Ara and I'm happy to achieve that goal. And also I didn't know Henry died only few days before I learned six days later on Tuesday Evening from lca4eva he passed away and I was devastated hence I did him Johnny Cool to pay tribute to and I hope to make a memory to him later this year and I will promise to a remembered cemermy for him as in a memorial ghost pic to commemorate him and I hope to achieve like I did for a Simpsons basis with Bleeding Gums Murphy on clouds to Lisa Simpson and I thaught that with Olivia would be nice to do since I liked the beautiful actress she was really nice and lovely but after her passing I was so heartbroken for her passing.
Anyways I maybe upset at the moment with grief for Henry Silva I will make a tribute I will later do that and I know how it feels for four tributes this year its hard for me to get over and I'm sorry I had to be grouchy and nasty but I'm going to see if that can change.
Thanks for the feed and good day folks have a good one. Look out for more updates next time.
