So, where do I even start?
First, the past couple months, I've been trying to help get my nonbinary sibling set up in a safe state away from our biological dad who is violent and bigoted. Then, after draining my finances on trying to help them, they decided to go back to our dad and their mom and brother, leaving me to clean up the loose ends, and also absolutely drained financially, physically, and emotionally. I'm trying to recover, but it's hard.
Got covid in May, and I think I still am experiencing the long term effects of covid months later. Sitting at my desk right now I have a resting heart rate of 99. I get winded going up one flight of stairs, and I can't enjoy a long walk with my gf or friends without getting drenched in sweat and completely breathless which interrupts conversation while walking. I know I'm out of shape, but I used to be able to do those activities much more easily. I'm tired of being tired physically. Sure, the CPAP is helping me get quality sleep, but now my body can't keep up with my motivation on good days.
Computer is still broken, but I'm borrowing my GF's headmate's computer for the time being, and it is definitely working for art and such. I just need to find the energy but it is hard these days now that I am working again. Weekends I wanna dedicate to art, but due to reasons listed above I have a hard time getting the motivation and energy.
All this to say, I'm glad for your continued love, patience, and support, as I get myself back to some sort of normal and get art out to all of you, especially those of you who paid for commissions recently or very long ago.
Thank you all, and have a good day.
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25 Sep 2022 02:31 CEST
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