This is so fucking stupid... Am I that bad of a person? What will it take to get some love and affection back? It feels like I'm a fucking buzzkill to anyone and everyone I meet. I don't have many friends here...and the ones that I once did have, they don't talk to me anymore... I can't stand this anymore... I don't have a family anywhere... It's...sad... All of the things that I try to do for people... Shit always happen to me... I want to kill myself right now...
6 years, 7 months ago
16 Jul 2012 19:14 CEST