Well, I have some news to share with you guys, or some of you at least.

Chriso/iamdachriso/rukushiochriso has left the fandom, he has decided to move on entirely and delete all of his accounts. His commissions are still around and he himself gave me ownership of one of his newer characters, Madras.

Chriso, or "Cookie" as his closest people nicknamed him, was one of my best friends, one of my closest people of a handful of friends who are at the core of my small circle and rooted deep in my heart, he was such a sweetheart, polite and soft spoken, and a very charming and caring individual himself, everyone he knew loved him, there were ups and downs like in any friendship, but love and mutual care would always prevail in every situation.

I couldn't copypaste the farewell journal he posted on FA due to not having enough time, it was up for about a day before his page was down, but in resume, he just wanted to move on from the furry fandom, anxiety was a big issue for him, he kept having recurring thoughts of not wanting to live with it and that he didn't have to deal with this anxiety all the time, and that he felt like his life had been at a stand still for nearly a decade. But he also said he would never forget us his friends, and like I'm doing right now, crying as I'm typing this, we shouldn't forget him either...he will always be my cookie, furry or not, and o wish the best of the best for him, his family and his career.

Chriso, I know you may not be reading this, i'll keep the journal open for everyone even if not logged in, but I want you to know that I'll always, always, as a friend and someone who you shared lots of love with, love you, the way you were when you were in the fandom and maybe if you so decide to come back one day, my contact ways will be open for you, you will always be welcome in my life and your closest ones' if that happens.

Let this not be a goodbye, but a "see you soon".

As of what's next? I'll be reuploading all of the backlog of gifts and commissions I worked up since last year, so there may be abit of a spam in the coming days, lots of that art will include Chriso too. Right now I'm depressed, hurt and heavy-hearted as I miss my luxio boy so much, but at the same time, it all ended on good terms and he went out of the fandom on his own, with no hard feelings towards anyone, as the golden soul he is.