So, its been awhile since I put one of these up. I've been through a lot!
New job is going well and theres a lot of changes happening:
Item number one on the docket I am officially trans and transitioning! Took way too long but I'm on HRT and I'm going through with it, because I will not be happy any other way. Everyone in my life has been accepting and understand, its been really nice.
I should have done it a long time ago but I had to go through a lot of things to figure out. While I thought I wasn't really dysphoric, I had depersonalization and other feelings that caused me to feel like nothing.
But I'm getting better at expressing myself, slowly. rebuilding the identity that I buried. Days are up and down, especially do to estrogen, but im positive about the future.
Second thing: As a result of this, I'm wanting to express my identity and personhood more. And my tastes have changed stuff. I'm still into similar things, but I'm a lot less into...random sex? I guess. Maybe my horniness will level off further into the transition. So I'm doing some character changes.
Xaxoqual will still be around, but I don't think she fits me as my main character anymore.
I hope ya'll like her, she's really important to me I've put a lot of work into some of my other characters and expressing my personal feelings and struggles - Kimani, Kaiko and Azalea - and I will be putting out stories and vignettes about their character arc and the world they're in. I will hopefully be releasing more things because I want to be better at getting stuff out there, I've been very shit tbh.
Feel free to ask any questions about such and her in the comments
I'm glad things are looking up for you. I hope your transition goes well and you can be the happiest you that you can be.
Also on that second thing, I defiantly thinks i csm relafe to that, especially given how my own character used to to be. Sometimes tastes just change over time or maybe just becomes, more refined i suppose. Either way I do love your new sona and look forward seeing more of her.
I wish you the best and take care.
I'm glad things are looking up for you. I hope your transition goes well and you can be the happiest
