There's not really any occasion for this journal, it's not a new year's thing or anything.
On that subject though, the holidays are over and I feel really kinda sad for that. When I was younger I used to only begrudgingly tolerate the Thanksgiving and Christmas season, didn't care much for them at all, took a lot of things for granted. In recent years, I enjoy the celebrations much more because I realize life is short; important things like happiness and family are important, precious, and should be treasured. The holiday season is a long stretch of cheer, from Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years, and even my birthday is squeezed in there on Dec 28, so there's no shortage of eventful days! But now that it's all just over, and the normal dreary routine starts back up again, it just leaves me feeling so melancholy.
I haven't been doing art lately, some might have noticed. Unfortunately I'm deep in a slump where I just don't feel much interest or motivation for drawing. Finding free time is also an issue. It makes me feel almost guilty that I don't feel like drawing, and that I need to make apologies and stuff. But eh, realistically, it's ok to step back from things sometimes if you're having a hard time. My art will resume eventually, I doubt this rut will last forever.
On another note, to all my friends I want to give my thanks and deepest appreciation for being a part of my life and making it more colorful. You special folks know who you are. I wish I could say that I'll always be there for my friends, but that's not really true, I don't always have the time or mood to support and talk to my friends all the time, to give them love and attention whenever they need it. But I always try my hardest to be there, even if it doesn't seem that way.
Well, that was a few jumbled thoughts I wanted to get off my chest. Not the most positive journal. Things are imperfect, but I'm going to just keep doing my thing and trying my best.
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