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TheLastGasp

farewell to an old friend

Figure I may as well elaborate on the bad news.  I received a message about
SilverTail
SilverTail
from his boyfriend, that he had taken his own life over Thanksgiving week.  This came as a bit of a shock, as had talked to him a little not that long ago.

We had been long term mates for over a decade before he had left, so it definitely... feels kinda sad.  but he also was the one to leave me, so... not as hit as hard as it could have been.  It's still, such a weird sad situation, and kind of hard to process.  The worst part is just kinda, expecting to see that green light on telegram light up once more.

Writing this mostly to try and get a little more closure, and to ensure if anyone else who knew him but didn't get the news can find out.  Not sure if my watchers really interacted with him, as we had pretty differing themes and subjects.

I can only hope he finds true peace and happiness, as that was always my hope and dream for him when he left.
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Added: 3 years, 5 months ago
 
Psycho333
3 years, 5 months ago
That's rather fucked up, you have my condolences.
FodderForGayBirds
3 years, 4 months ago
Oh my Lord, sorry I missed comforting you then, but I also lost my grandfather. So sorry that your friend passed away! I am so upset that I didn't get to console you, and I understand the surrealism in not seeing the green light on telegram thing, because I had seen my grandfather two weeks before he passed, too, so I can definitely relate in some regard.
TheLastGasp
3 years, 4 months ago
Its understandable. I've mostly settled now. All my condolences for you as well
FodderForGayBirds
3 years, 4 months ago
Thanks. I know it is hard to comprehend death, and I might not have much outward emotion toward it myself, but I do care. Glad to finally talk to you again, since I've been aloof and sort of just bouncing between platforms without any real aim.
TheLastGasp
3 years, 4 months ago
Its fine. I'm getting over a couple months of rough depression. But just been very stressed trying to dig myself out
FodderForGayBirds
3 years, 4 months ago
Sounds definitely like a rough patch. I hope you can dig yourself out and feel generally happy. I know it isn't simple to do but I do wish the best for you.
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