So this year has been a bit of a disaster. Between the depression and the ongoing medical issues, that they're still trying to figure out, I've missed quite a bit of work. I am currently over $5000 in debt. Quite a bit is medical bills from this year and last year when I broke 3 ribs at the end of the year, but there's also rent and car payments that are missing. I wish I hade a sellable skill that I could trade but I've always sucked at art and my writing creativity has been so drained I haven't had the urge to write anything in years. So I'm here to basically beg for help, even though I completely hate the thought I'm such a worthless person for even needing to do this. I need $600 by the 19th so some of the bills don't default any farther. Then I've got $1200 due by the 26th or I could be kicked out and lose my car. Honestly this all has me feeling like such a worthless excuse for a person. I feel so bad for asking for help. Especially seeing as how I have no talent. Sometimes I really wish I wouldn't wake up the next morning.
