I did it, I finally got out of that lousy apartment. Still waiting to hear if I get dinged for anything, and probably no deposit back, but will just have to see.
dealing with the huge power bill with the last lousy months, and just kinda, catching up on everything. So been in kind of a slump still, even if things are improving.
if some things, it is kinda like, now that I'm out of crisis all I can do is slow fix things, and it just, goes so slowly.
plus so many friends in trouble, feel bad I can't help more.
Also just been in weird slump about my fetish stuff for like, last couple months. just feel, kind of, worthless about my own wants. That they're dumb and gross, and have no one to share ideas with easily. Maybe some is just been in a weird mood of odd OCs that are less liked.
Been writing a little bit of my weird OC collection stuff, and maybe even can start getting doodles of some of the cooler ones. but sometimes feel just wasting my time with em, hard to share character ideas in text. Just feels very, bothersome.
but a fair bit may just be bad moods chewing on me. It's made trying to kinda, feel up to writing harder too, as everyone wants their stuff, but I feel as if no one wants to encourage my own desires.
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11 Dec 2020 05:45 CET
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