Hello all,
After 21 years of it, I have finally finished school. The entire time I've been active on here I have had school running in the background, keeping me stressed out all the time. My whole life has been structured around it and I have conveniently been able to blame it for everything that doesn't feel just right. But now, it's finished. And I still don't feel any more free. Literally everything is going right and trending towards stability in my life and I still can't seem to be happy with it. It's just shameful.
Regardless, I think one of the reasons why I've been struggling with posting art lately is because the way I draw has changed. I can put out lots of sketches and pump out great concepts now, and I want to finish ALL OF THEM. Every one of them is just so special and amazing I couldn't possibly just be okay with not finishing them all. And so I am finishing none of them. Because the ideas flow too fast and finishing them is too daunting at my current skill level. In all seriousness, I am having a real problem with this. I'll produce a couple of "practice sketches" to flesh out an idea and then get tired before doing the "real version" which results in me sitting on ideas which could be great even if they're only executed at a "B" grade level.
I don't really know how to fix this. I suppose I need to just finish a bunch of these and be okay with them not being my best, because otherwise I'm going to be stuck like this and never post anything again. I'm open to suggestions as always. Hope everyone is surviving as best they can with this god-awful year.
Stay sane,
Tory
P.S.- I got fired from Femboy Hooters. They said I wasn't personable enough.
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23 Nov 2020 05:07 CET
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