Whew I haven't done a journal in some time!
For starters: I've turned 31 today. I've easily spent half my life in this fandom now, and it's been great!
I finally moved out of Montana, got to attend MFF 2019 as my very first furry convention, and managed to get to Fur Squared 2020 before the virus shut everything down. Had plans for Anthrocon 2020 and MFF 2020 but uh, well yeah. A shame I FINALLY got out to do all this, and then that crazy stuff happens. Those were fun though, I met some great people, and learned what more I wanna do kinda. :3
This year wasn't without downers too though, the world changed and we lost some wonderful people. It's hard for me to not think about one in particular: Sean Blackthorne. He was a wonderful artist and I loved commissioning him, always was so nice to me, and I was hoping 2020 would be the year I would finally maybe get to meet him at the conventions since I could finally go, but alas. My condolences to all his loved ones and I will always remember him dearly.
On a less downer note: As of relocating I've also gone into education! Despite my age, and how much older I am than many students I'm with, I'm now attending Universal Technical Institute! I started back in January actually, but then Covid hit and kinda stunted the process. I just started the online learning and mixed learning for labwork these last 2 weeks. So far it's been mostly fun! I'm excited to learn more about cars and work into becoming a certified automotive technician! So come next year, that goal should be in effect!
I'm not quite where I wanted to be at this age, got a few years late start on things, my younger siblings are much better off than I am and I'm still a bit family bound for living, but crying about it won't solve anything obviously. So I'm gonna work harder at things. Maybe by the time I'm 32 I'll be where I wanted moreso, living on my own somewhere, working in what good lewd fun I can before I get too much older, and just taking more time to actually be myself and get closer to people IRL within the fandom, since I missed out on lot of those chances in the last 8 years.
Anyway, I wanna thank anyone who's stuck around this long with me, you're wonderful people! <3 And a final apology for my lack of posting! I never stopped commissioning people, but there was a lot of crazy stuff happening, paired with my lack of motivation and general laziness, that just stopped me from posting my commissions. I wanna share what I have with everyone, I do! And lots of it is YEARS old now, but yeah, I just never had the drive to start flood posting things. I may have to find a nice alternative to this. But yeah, this pervy Rule 34 cat never stopped,and it's hard to imagine me stopping even in the next 5 to 10 years? I might wind up becoming some creepy older fur who's still way into his porn, but life will tell in time! Maybe I'll find someone okay with all my wacky perverse arts and still accept me as me and wanna still have a family? I dunno. Not exactly my most pressing thought right now, even if my family harp on me and my siblings cause none of us got kids yet. XD
Right, well here's to surviving 2020 and maybe making 2021 that better year~ <3
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