Its all gone now. It's because of who I am. And now I cant even wake up from a sleepless night without feeling miserable. I hate looking at myself in the mirror each day and hating what I see, I hate not being able to talk to my family about it because I wouldnt be miserable if I just believed in God. I'm tired of being someone I'm not, but yet in the process I've completely forgotten who I actually am. And I have no answer as to who that is. I'm leaving, and you may think this is another one of my many ploys but that's it. There's nothing for me here now, I'm alone, and I'm disgusting. Hitler must have done something right if it meant saving humanity from I guess lesser people like me. So I'm gonna finish myself off like what he started. You wont see me again, and I dont want you all to seek my name out to find out if theres any way to see my final place.. my art dies with me too, so dont go around reposting it as a useless thing bought it in an effort to shield a reality that theres nothing really there...
I dont want to do this but I cant continue on feeling like this every day... it has to stop, because theres nothing carrying my dead weight forward...
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