As the title says i have come back from being away for a while. Not all at once but i decided that an explanation was due. After moving out on my own things have been up and down and as of the past few months things pilled up way more than i had anticipated. Without a decent way to cope with it I turned to drugs which took away alot of my desire to really do anything. i had issues playing games i used to, couldn't even pick up my tablet to draw a line. plus to top it off i went a few days at a time staying fucked up so i didn't have to deal with reality when i became sober. every attempt i made to leave my situation for temporary relief proved fruitless and thus the drug habit picked up even more. it wasn't until last Saturday i was laying down and sobering up that i decided to end it and slowly sober myself up, trying to face my problems head on and just get over the hurdles. I used to make excuses for not being around but while i won't just jump back into being here all the time i will gradually come back and at least try to talk and rp a bit more, while also trying to get over the not drawing thing so i can at least start doing what i used to love again. As for my health i didn't do any real damage to myself which is good and once i'm fully over it i can breathe easier having fully over come the problems. wither or not your opinion of me changes knowing this i don't care, people make mistakes. I just decided to end it before it because worse.
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22 Jan 2020 03:08 CET
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