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KushHeadFievel

A Pedophilia

So, how does others deal, if you have em at all?
I know I have a Pedophilia towards specifically boys.

My question in this journal is, how others deal with it..
Keep it legal, for everyone's protection.

I write the shit outa stories at times.
So, so this journal is also intended to see if anyone knows of sites to post mine.
I like writing about this imaginary 2-year-old. I can't post it on here of course, but if anyone knows of a place... please let me know, and then you can read  (Edward and Tyler in, welcome John.)
Thing is, I wanna write another one, but I have nowhere to go with it. I really would like to let some of you read my Pedophile Fantasies, cause people like that sort of thing.
I like that it's safe and away from children. It's a way to unload, without harming anyone.
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Added: 6 years, 6 months ago
 
Nikonah
6 years, 6 months ago
Pedophilia is a taboo these days, people think of it as something "new" even though it has existed since the beginning of time, same as homosexuality. In places like ancient Rome and Greece it was part of the culture that adult men had underage lovers, it was an offense and a cause of shame if a youngster didn't have an adult lover. I don't know when, how or why things changed, now even a simple picture of a kid taking a bath naked gets you in troubles. As for sites, I think I had some links but I don't know if I deleted them, sorry about that.
KushHeadFievel
6 years, 6 months ago
" now even a simple picture of a kid taking a bath naked gets you in troubles

and you can demand Supreme Court, and they can't refuse, because refusal is a Federal offense.
you can shake around as many naked pictures as you want to, and if you know the laws, few can legally do anything.
Just don't shove it down anyone's throats. Do not push it like a drug. Having them isn't really illegal.
If there's *no* sexual arousal of any kind, which can be seem, then it's legal.

There's also the question of just how much Psychological damage it does in *Real Time*..
If a child doesn't know it as wrong, are they really being harmed?
If what is being done, is intended to bring pleasure to a child, and they experience that... is that actually abuse?
I am *not* thinking of a world with no rules, just one which the rules make sense... and not because someone takes offense to something. Taking offense, and having someone harmed, can be two totally different things, which some people... care not to deal with.
More like the majority of society.


My best psychological opinion? 9 and 10. 9 and 10 children will probably live and lead perfectly normal lives, after being taught some things, they didn't need to know so early... according to most of society.

Laws?
Fuck laws, if I didn't have my own reasons to not abuse children, I would just do it anyway.
I like smoking pot, possession in PA is very harsh. I know it's harsh, but i don't seem to remember how harsh.
As for the kiddie porn... some should just be Decriminalized, considering people have gotten away with it in the past.
The laws are no more changing that, then they are marijuana.


Me personally, my grandfather helped me to end up with these feelings... but i no longer feel like it was him alone.
I liked boys when I was a boy... I believe somewhere some part of me got stuck back in the 1970s or early 80s.
Nikonah
6 years, 6 months ago
The problem is that society misunderstands everything and people see evil where there is no evil. If you're seen giving a kid a lollipop then you're considered to be a pedophile with bad intentions. If you go to McDonalds, you sit at a table, and you smile at a kid, you have the kid's mother grabbing him b'cause she thinks that you're an evil man who intends to kidnap the kid and rape him. Seriously, what is wrong with people? But at the end age is only a number and here's something that I never seem to understand:

A minor's testimony is taken in consideration in court when someone is accused of killing, stealing, etc, but when a man is accused of having an affair with a minor and the minor involved talks in favor of the man accused, the minor's testimony is not taken in consideration. Is that fair? Is that the way law works?

I'm not against pedophilia, love has no age or gender, what I'm against of is rape, abuse, and mistreating. Children must not be seen as objects of sexual satisfaction, which is what we see in most cases, pedophiles treat children like sexual toys. But if a man falls for a boy and the boy falls for the man, and their love is pure and innocent, why the heck can't they be together?
AndyBunneh
6 years, 6 months ago
Nifty is a good place to post those kinds of stories. But you will reach a larger audience if you just make the characters furry and post them here or on sofurry or cubcentral.
KushHeadFievel
6 years, 6 months ago
that's not the point... it has to do with sharing unloading. my safe way of doing so.
diddle diddle... stoned and diddle.
everyone else is smoking i am hanging with, it's the only thing i'll smoke anymore.
streaming? maybe i should watch some
cooncub
6 years, 6 months ago
I'm not sure how you can deal with issues of that sort of stuff, maybe try to seek help as they must keep it to themselves. I've never went thru it so can't say much on the subject.  I agree that you should change them to furries and post them here or as stated go to nifty, I posted there long ago.
KushHeadFievel
6 years, 6 months ago
well what ever, i was just curious how others deal.
ahm trying to explain the number of ways I deal is like. *Excuse excuse excuse." i am stoned.
i am good with pretending small animal cubs are living, talking, and actually willing.
i am really good with feeling as if they are real to me just long enough.
but i like the fantasying when nothing else quite gets far enough.
But I would really like to share them too.

Psychologist? I have one. I briefly with my it up, and I told him how I dealt feelings as these.
Fine, if you are good with things this way. If this helps you.
I told him, and as long as I am good with how I deal. It is fine.
FoxWolfie
6 years, 6 months ago
I honestly don't know how I would deal with something like that, if it were an issue for me.  Luckily, I don't have a sexual attraction human skin, or nakedness, regardless of age.  I have an intense love and sexual attraction to furry cubs instead.  My attractions are fully realized by furry character plushies and fursuits, with a few cartoon anthro-furry cub characters mixed in to feed my imagination.  What turns me on has to have animal-like ears, fur and a tail, etc. Unlike real animals, which I also like, I prefer the characters to be anthro in nature - walking on two feet, intelligent, yet still fully furred and animal-like in nature.  Human kids, instead, are covered with icky smooth skin, lack tails and proper ears, and even lack the common sense and wisdom of most animals.

I don't know what you can do.  I guess the options for one who has a pedophilia is to abstain (probably easier said than done), substitute another -philia that is legal, or act on it and get into lots of trouble.  I wonder which option I'd choose if plushophilia and fursuits were illegal.  I suspect that I'd be in trouble, because there really isn't a good substitute for plushophilia for me.  Thankfully, my primary -philias are legal.  :)
KushHeadFievel
6 years, 6 months ago
" I honestly don't know how I would deal with something like that, if it were an issue for me.  Luckily, I don't have a sexual attraction human skin, or nakedness, regardless of age.  I have an intense love and sexual attraction to furry cubs instead.  My attractions are fully realized by furry character plushies and fursuits, with a few cartoon anthro-furry cub characters mixed in to feed my imagination.  What turns me on has to have animal-like ears, fur and a tail, etc. Unlike real animals, which I also like, I prefer the characters to be anthro in nature - walking on two feet, intelligent, yet still fully furred and animal-like in nature.  Human kids, instead, are covered with icky smooth skin, lack tails and proper ears, and even lack the common sense and wisdom of most animals.


Look over some of my messages. Sometimes the animals become interactive, and willing. As a matter a fact, I can really grasp this, and really like this idea.it's just like what u r saying... but they sometimes become real to me.


human stuff is something that got lost in the past partly, as i never got over being a playful little boy.
a large part of that is also on my profile. 2 - 10-years-old.
part of me is lucked back there.


The philia isn't really illegal either. sexually abusing children is illegal.


Illegal?
At one point or another, what really hasn't been illegal in this stupid country?
The stuff which is wearing off my system too fast today, could get in loads of trouble for that.
Look back in my messages... that's actually really close.

But Plushies? hmmmmm....
TMI

White Teddy Bear this morning, pee and semen. xD.
The White Bear was the only thing on my mind too.
Do I pass as more a plushophile?
HeavyheartHare
6 years, 6 months ago
Easy... I DON'T have such a "philia" (which is a misnomer, since "philia" technically a strong attraction to, not considered sexual exactly).
In fact, I very much dislike children/have a fear of children (more specifically a fear of responsibility for).
KushHeadFievel
6 years, 6 months ago
" Easy... I DON'T have such a "philia" (which is a misnomer, since "philia" technically a strong attraction to, not considered sexual exactly).

i try to remind some people of that, who don't understand none-sexual plushophiles.
People obsessed with collecting bears, are Plushopiles... even if they haven't had sex with them.


children... on that, ashamed is the word.
he is 25 or 26, it's toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.... late for being daddy.


but as for being attracted,, a large part is probably a large part of me trapped as still being 2 - 10.


huggles... my high is wearing off.   ;-)   oh well. ;-)
DaddyDuckyBE
6 years, 6 months ago
Oh boy. So much to say, but also so tired for today. So I'll just keep it to these two issues:

2-year-old? That's not paedophilia, that's nepiophilia. If it's not what you want somebody else to be, but something you wanna be yourself, that's chronophilia.

How I deal with things: What helps a lot is places such as F-list. And shemale porn. And paying for RL handjobs and blowjobs from grown females.
KushHeadFievel
6 years, 6 months ago
Warning, adult and somewhat disturbing content below.  ;-)  :-) But you know some of that anyways.





Actually, I am a Cubophile first before anything else... I pressed myself that way, as I pressed that hard to find alternatives to cravings of 8 - 14-year-old boys. Seeing imagination of animals instead of real or imagined boys, slowly got much more appealing... although, that other side will never completely disappear. So, so I write to cope with it.
I think it's time though for more Denny and Fievel adventures soon though, because he's a bigger attraction then many currently. (Fievelophilia)?
I love him so much it's not funny. Why?
The fact he's permanently 5-years-old, and in my imagination can cum like a 14-year-old. More like a 14-year-old x 3 - 6.
But currently, my love for Fievel is stronger then anything else. One of my favorite things to do with Fievel, is taking another plushie, and then making like we are part way force-ably teaching it about butt-fucking. I so much like this, as I take a bear which is smaller then Fievel, and then sit him on Fievel, that my Junior down below tells me so.
I love making them make out, as Fievel supposedly fucks the bear.


Even still, the weaker side sometimes wants to toy with ideas, and imaginary boys is how I deal with this.
I am still yet to write about the cum crazed kid, whom I created as long ago as the 1980s or 1990s.
But lets not get into that too far here.
The point here is, is that this isn't anything new. I have dealt with all of this for many years now... as I am really good with it.


My best advice to Pedophiles, and some of what you used... nepiophilia chronophilia

Pedophile explains it the best actually, what ever the age.
It's an attraction to underage children, in any shape form or way. It does not have to be sexual, as
HeavyheartHare
HeavyheartHare
had pointed out.
But ahm and ohh, where was I? My best advice is not to try to make that side of them disappear, as once it's there, it's probably not going anyplace. Instead of actually trying to make that attraction go away, find a legal alternative instead of abusing. Don't actually look at Child Porn, but use an alternative such as Yaoi; Shota; Or Lolicon.
There's plenty of artists who do such art... and some, would probably be nice enough to do a commission based on my crazy Cum Boy imagination. Crazy kid who love it tooooooooo,,, much.



Huggles. I think I am gonna check out a site someone else has posted.
Looking for friendly sites to such stories.   ;-)  :-)
DaddyDuckyBE
6 years, 6 months ago
Saying, "Paedophilia is anything underage" is a bit like saying, "Bestiality is anything where your partner doesn't have lily white skin." Well, not all dogs or sheep have white skin, but still, it reads kinda offensive, doesn't it?

As for real-live CP, my suspicion is that what's available is so by virtue of the state passing it around in order to lock people up. Pretty much like planting. It's scare tactics to justify police-state measures along with law-and-order politics. I'd even go so far as to speculate that a few Western, industrialized states/governments/secret services are active in the production of CP for such purposes. See https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Strategy_of_tension , https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agent_provocateur , https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPRO , and https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/False_flag .

It's just like how they've been using "terrism" ever since 9/11. Did you know that the PATRIOT ACT has been invoked in a number of CP and violation of local AoC regulations cases?

Same about drugs. The "war on drugs" is mainly a show made up of planting and scare tactics put on in order to pass new laws. The easiest way to get rid of inconvenient people is by planting drugs on them. Or CP. Or explosives.

And copyright is the newest tool they've discovered for this.
DaddyDuckyBE
6 years, 6 months ago
KushHeadFievel
6 years, 6 months ago
Too too much reading for me just now.
And
Sorry but, I don't believe a word of this, police state nonsense.
If they tried something so outa this world crazy, the media would be on top of it faster then Chaney hunting accident.
They are actually trying to do well, not like they always succeed.


Snuggles though.


If you wanna believe this conspiracy nonsense,, that is fine... one favor, keep it away from me.
I like you, and I don't wish for that to stop. Snuggles.   ;-)
DaddyDuckyBE
6 years, 6 months ago
COINTELPRO was real under Hoover (the FBI used it on the civil rights movement, the New Left, as well as the gay and feminist movement), and so were the Pentagon Papers. And even by Hoover's times, the strategy wasn't anything new.

And the mass media is in on all this, especially regarding CP. It's called "honey pot" tactics, and actively encouraged and lauded by the mass media. That's the saddest part of it all, everybody knows about it but they can't see anything wrong with it.
KushHeadFievel
6 years, 6 months ago
Besides conspiracy, and conspiracy theory, what's the point?
It seems to not matter, as the better side near always wins anyway.
And mass media? they don't care, they just report anything that makes  the green.
Hippiemouse
6 years, 6 months ago
I know 3 pedos....and the only reason i don't turn them in is they are content to immerse themselves in internet PTHC...and refuse to touch any children they meet...2 of them even expressed desire to kill child molesters in their neighborhood and reported such molesters to the FBI...so long as you don't put any REAL child thru what i went thru when i was 4 i have no problem with you having an attraction to kids.

As for how to deal with it...meditation mite help...also mite consider constant fapping over whats currently available on the internet from places such a thing is legal...role play is nice and id enjoy doing such with you...i don't mind role playing as a cub since my fursona is a shapeshifter.
KushHeadFievel
6 years, 6 months ago
http://rule34.xxx/index.php?page=post&s=view&i...
rule34.xxx/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=624749
http://rule34.xxx/index.php?page=post&s=view&i...
Ohhhhhhhhh GAWDS!!!! Charmander, let me have that Auss. (British for ass) is what I am trying to say there.
As long as there's good Cub Porn, I'll be an Austin Powers, "Sound as a pound."
I may fap though.   xD
Hippiemouse
6 years, 6 months ago
Groovy baby...very shagadelic man XD
Charmander ehh?
*In a cloud of cannabis smelling smoke(similar to the Xman Nightcrawler "Bamfing in" ) i am magically transformed into charmander and i bend over in front of you to pick up a penny*
KushHeadFievel
6 years, 6 months ago
attack you quickly that way.   xD
i can move myself off of human imagination easily, since I won't do things for real.
and i have gotten very good with it. Pro?
that's possible.
close my eyes, have sex with a willing 5-year-old Fievel.  xD
Hippiemouse
6 years, 6 months ago
*squeaks and murrs,enjoying your "attack"*
groovy man
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