I'm a bit of a melting pot of emotions right now.
So, today was my last day at my job. I now get to spend the next few days goin through, cleaning the apartment and packing the rest of my stuff. Saturday morning I'll be doing some last minute packing and then I'll be embarking on a 18 hr car ride to my new place.
I'm excited, nervous, sad, a bunch of emotions, really.
I'll be making this move with no job lined up this time. I'm worried about it, but I'd like to give myself a bit more freedom of choice. As you guys might imagine, I'd love to make art my job, but that kind of thing is hard to achieve. I don't think that I'm fast enough at making models and commissions to be able to completely support myself yet.
In other news, after tonight I will be focusing entirely on cleaning/packing so all my art is going to be put on hold. At some point I'll have to start packing up my computer and desk so I won't even be online for a good chunk of time.
Once all of this is over, and I've settled in to the new place, I'd like to take the chance to make some changes in how I handle myself and my art.
Most importantly, I feel, I'd like to be more social and open with you guys. I have a bad habit of making this kind of wall between my personal life and my art. You only really see finished pieces and important updates in most places unless you're in my discord. There is in fact a person behind all the dicks, and I'd like to make that person a bit more known.
I also need to just do more 'art'. I've made many a model and for most of them, I've only made a few things with them. Going forward (and I'm sure I've said this before) I'm going to do my best to set thing up in such a way that even if I'm making a model as a commission, it should get at least some sort of use.
I'll also be spending a bit more time doing personal work. It's a great chance for me to feel the kind of creative freedom and also to test stuff without worry.
A lot of you have started to watch me lately, and it kind of blows my mind if I'm going to be honest. I never would seen myself in this kind of situation. That being said, I just feel like I don't know any of you, and you don't know me either. I'd like to give you guys the chance to help create and be a part of a community together with me, one where we can make god awful puns and have a joined love for dicks!
Anyway, rant time is over. I hope to see you guys in one piece after this whole move is over!
And thanks for all the support you guys give me, allowing me to do what I do ~<3
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