I wanted to make this journal two weeks ago but I didn't have enough time. I will finish the story I and working on right now at some point, I just don't know when. It won't be the two parter it was planed to be though. I might even write another one before that to attempt to rekindle my interest in writing. Looking at the list of ideas I have right now, it shouldn't be too hard. X3
Anyway --- I don't know/remember everything but this is basically what's going on.
Back story: My Mom has been fighting cancer for about 13 years. First she had breast cancer, then it came back, then it moved down to her right hip, then a brain tumor, and then another brain tumor as well as some growing in her liver. For the last year or so she started having seizures that would leave her right side temporarily paralyzed.
Well about four and a half weeks ago she had one that she wasn't recovering from (it effected her a lot like a stroke). So after talking to the oncology doctor my Dad and a family friend took her to the hospital on March 2nd. They took scans to see what was going on. On Tuesday the following week I went to visit her with my Dad. One of the nurses came in and said the doctor wanted to talk to us at 11:30. So my Dad, Grandma, and I went down there and he tells us that the cancer in the liver doubled in size and that it started growing in the brain again. The chemotherapy wasn't working anymore and they can't radiate the brain again so he stopped treatment. He gives her three months at the most and at this point the 1st month is almost over.
It was hard the first few days but I'm a lot better now that I've accepted the idea of her not being around. Now I just want it to be over. It's hard seeing her like this, I don't want her to suffer anymore.
On the positive side I got a new computer. =^_^=
6 years, 5 months ago
27 Mar 2012 00:18 CEST