So the antinausea medicine kind of works as an antianxiety med so I'm feeling pretty relaxed right now.
I'm also insanely hungry - like I have the munchies - so basically it is like I am stoned. Only I"m not. Or if I am, the government is paying for me to be stoned, so it has to be legal.
I had my first day of chemo today and, other than the hair on my arm being all ripped up by all the tape, it went painlessly. :) Well the IV hurt but whatever. THe tdoctors are all very pleasant and helpfula nd gave me lots of papers to bring home. :) Thinking about stuff is hard righ tnow. :)
The antianxiety effects rae good, right now, especially in regards to how I feel towards cancer, my sister who passed, and her cancer. I feel like I'm kind of doing the chemotherapy for her, to beat cancer that she couldn't.
My tumor markers, there were three of them, all went down to almost zero, except one. So I guess two of them went down but one isn't going down enough, which indicates that I stil have some cancer cells left in my body. Hopefully hopefully hopefully they are in my lymph nodes and not in my other testicle. :) Regardless, we are about to burn the ZEITGEIST out of them with this chemo, so I may be a bald, naked, toothless, one balled kitty cat but I'm still going to KICK ALL YOUR ASSES and put the fear of ... ME.. into every swaggering ball-staggering stud out there in SexyLand.
I also have some very nice moisturizing soap. :3
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26 Mar 2012 21:58 CEST