That in just two short days not I'll be leaving here and heading back home to PA. Which of course I really don't want to do for several reasons. The main one being of course that I don't want to leave him. The second you could say is that I don't want to go back to reality. Mostly in that I have to go back and start dealing with all my usual crap again. Though that's mostly just my job and how I really don't want to go back to it again. Which all of that will be easier if they do stick to their word and give me that damn job at Petco when I go in and visit them on Wednesday when I get back.
But yeah like I said this Sunday at 7:10pm here anyways is when the train is supposed to leave from Denver. Though granted I'll be there a bit before that and probably end up getting on the train as soon as I get there. So I'll be pretty much out of contact again till about noon on Tuesday at that point.
I just know either way we both have to not think about it too much or else it just shuts our mood down for these last couple days. Because this of course is the worst part about the visit. Along with the part of not really knowing again when we'll see each other. Though it'll probably end up being roughly about six or so months again.
Either way I know we've both had a good time. I know that we can't usually really do much since he doesn't have a car and has to rely on his parents to take him anywhere, but I've just mostly been enjoying being around him, playing games together and even just taking small walks somewhere together.
But I will end up posting another journal here again on Sunday at some point before I leave. Just remember I won't be texting must on that day so I don't have to worry about charging my phone too much so that it's completely charged when I get on the train. Either way again I'll text people and let them know when I'm jumping trains and hitting stations.
7 years ago
16 Mar 2012 20:06 CET