So this will be a bit of a long explanation for everyone involved.
Over the course of the last few months I've been moving here and there, and got into a relationship with someone I loved dearly but that did not return the affection unless it was sexual in nature. As time went on my mood would only get worse until her issues with trust lead me to delete most of my friends after she got upset about me "keeping secrets."
Regardless of how it happened, we broke up, and despite my best efforts at being a friend to her I only continued to get hurt, and so I left, but it gave me a hole that I could not fill. I dug a ditch, per se, and curled up in it away from everyone else, I didn't feel like drawing, I couldn't write, I couldn't make up those stories I use to get over my issues without thinking of her and how things could have worked out, maybe, if I was patient. But I eventually came to realize, after meeting a young, very, very, very experienced man who became a current player in my Dungeons and Dragons game, that no matter how much I had tried it wasn't my fault.
I've picked my life back up and I'm slowly reintegrating back into my social life, starting with Second Life and adding back friends I deleted. I apologize for making anyone worry, I really feel terrible, and I look forward to posting and commissioning again very soon.
Je t’aime <3
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30 Apr 2018 08:07 CEST
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