I got cluster headache near the beginning and in case you don't know its like a brain freeze but more potentially serious. with a brain freeze it is the nerves behind your eyes firing off so a cluster headache is the same thing but it is caused by the body without anything cold and it can be so bad it can make you go blind. I got a serious bout of it and burst my blood vessels in my left eye, projectile vomited spinach and couscous everywhere (I will explain why in a minute) and my nose bled. because this was all so bad looking we called an ambulance and although it was over as fast as it began I had a raised blood pressure so they took me to A & E for some tests but I was sent home the same day coz I was fine. I haven't been myself since.
I completely bed ridden for weeks and have only just started to go out about now around 3 or 4 weeks later! But even going out 2 days in a row for a short walk is too much and I end up bed ridden with a headache and sickness and dizziness again. I am so sick of it. I can't do anything anymore! If I even try to do something normal it backfires into sickness and I am out of action for several days after. I feel like I am a proper sick patient now its ridiculous. its on and off at the moment. If I stay home and spend most of the day in bed then I can feel absolutely fine but if I go out in the cold weather or wander around the house too long I end up sick in the afternoon. I had another bout of sickness just now and now I can't sleep. I have had terrible trouble sleeping recently as well. I keep forgetting to take my meds which is also not helping. I am constantly worried about it coming back as they told me it can be serious and I had a lucky escape and there is no way of seeing it coming or medicating it so I'm basically screwed! how comforting! <:C
I also started being a vegan since feb this year as one of my new years resolutions (I spent the first month researching it to be sure I did it right) my bro has joined in on this to. We were happy with it until now because now it is just causing more trouble as I have to go further for my ingredients which I can't do anymore due to sickness and I mum is hopeless at figuring out how to cook the stuff -_-' it is a constant struggle but at least my diet is healthier so hopefully I will heal faster. I am also trying to lose weight but with all this going on that is on the back burner for the time being but with the vegan diet I am not gaining pounds of weight every week even with snacking a little bit so that's good. I also have the added stress of mum not agreeing with my new vegan diet thinking its somehow more unhealthy than my previous diet of nothing but chicken curry, kievs, chips and tomato pasta (seriously that is pretty much all we ate before). and now I'm ill she thinks that, despite the fact I had been vegan for a whole month before this happened, my vegan diet is somehow to blame and now she is constantly harassing me about it. It's not just for health though, it's part of my beliefs against animal cruelty so I find it quiet offensive sometimes the way she dismisses it.
Then today was the worst of all. I spent loads of money on a 2TB hard drive which turns out not to be properly compatible with my PC and its too technical for me to sort it out so I have to take it to a technician, meanwhile my hardrive on my pc is full so I can't record any new youtube video footage. I tried to cook my brother a vegan choc cake for his birthday and half of it didn't bake. I had a vegan roast ready for his birthday meal and it turns out it needs defrosting for a whole day before we can use it. I couldn't cook tea because I was sick tonight so mum had to do it. My friend I haven't been able to see in years wants to see me tomorrow and we finally had an arrangement and now I'm not sure I can go since I am FUCKING SICK! Not even my clicker games are treating me kindly today. I am having one of the worst fucking days ever.
But there is ONE good thing out of today. I found this
