Im still on happy pills and diabetic issues still no where near to be under controll....i should stop eating all togetehr....
Work life has strangly been ok. Aiming for a promotion but somehow it doesnt hype me up as much as it should... tho the fact that i feel my boss wants me to get the job is flattering.
Love life has been a mess and thats really been killing me.... whenever i fall for someone, im either friendzoned, being used as a sugar daddy or easy picking.... im either, too old, to fat, to ugly, to far away ( been told that even tho im a 2 h drive away....) and then when.a random guy comes around that is closer its just... screw it i dont need that wolf anymore.... so yeah... i feel used and abused... even tho its kinda my fault for always trying to be nice and help out when someone catches my eye.....
Personnally, id give up the job, the house, the car and everything for someone who truly cares that wants something serious... that wouldnt just use me and then walk away...
Sometime i wonder if i should become mean, an asshole who tells you degrating things and maybe start hitting my partners or something.... it seems the only ppl that gets the relationships are the bad boyz who dont give a shit...
But anyways, i keep looking even if i keep hurting.... i guess that makes me a masochist
Other then that... new car, tho got in an accident on the first year.... kinda sad about it... but ive decided id try to pay it off enough to catch up on the list price and then sale it off and go get a prius prime hybrid plugin. I fell in love with that car at least years autoshow
The house still needs a lot of repair and is a sinkhole for money.... but on the other hand, as i get the repairs done, i also change the look to something more to my liking so guess thats not to bad.
Also a big thankyou to my roommate whos the first i have the is actually always on time with payments , helps out with the house repairs and chores and all. I wouldnt be able to afford the house without him.
The only downside is being woken up by moans in the morning.... guess his love life is going better then mine!
Thats pretty much it... not much for a whole three years...
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