Hey, guys. The past posts is showing that I'm becoming inactive, which I am still. Recently, I can't stop reminiscing the past, of me interacting with other shellheads and producing so many things nonstop for the fandom. Maybe because that TMNT 2012 has ended (Or close to ending) and that is the incarnation present when I joined the fandom, so it kinda gave me a fang of feels.
I've been focused so much about my personal things this past years. Last year, I've caught up with so much reality drama that it taxed me pretty badly. I also quit my previous job and gained another one this year. The job thing is understandable as we got to pay bills somehow. It's been a while I write or draw something as well. I do write occasionally but it's usually about reality and feelings. I do draw occasionally but it is about random stuff. I do wanted to participate in Inktober so I can brush up my skills again.
Even my audio blog has been neglected, but I've been posting recently because of the last episodes. But don't worry, the blog is there to stay until the next incarnation goes up next year. But for now, maybe I'll post other incarnations, other stuff that is not posted yet, shorts, etc.
I miss my online friends as well. I keep re-reading some of the roleplays (Especially Raph's Assistant but I do wonder if NinaLanfer still wanted to haha), comments, my stories in general and my Inbox messages. Some went completely deactivated, some went inactive, some went to focus on another fandom, some are still here. I'm one of those people that became inactive yet still hear about news in the fandom, I still watch TMNT 2012 episodes and still love Ninja Turtles. I miss you, guys. I really do.
I will get to read some new fanfiction written, probably that will spark me again. Now, this is important, do you guys want me to continue writing the past stories I did? Yes, I lost my notebook but I've been re-reading them again and I feel bad, like I should complete them. Because in truth, I do have the ending in my head in some of the stories I've written but I need to get around in the middle part. Also, it's been years since these were written, so my perspective will change and knowledge in a certain thing will increase, so my writing will probably be different but... Do you guys want me to finish it? Particularly Exist (I wanna give an ending to the family tbh), Embrace (This is one of my old stories I want to complete), Home (This has more potential planning to my head even until now) and Heaven Sweet Heaven (Because Mutant Apocalypse just gave me vibes to continue even though this is SAINW centric). Since the whole DA drama mature removal thing is prevalent, I might post the tcesty stuff in AO3 or FF.net.
What do you think guys? Because this might give me a reason to FINALLY get my shit together.
Note: My old Skype has been hacked/had a virus or whatever. This is been a long time but just ignore whatever messages you received from that. I will try Discord next time if my desires for the fandom goes back again. All of my inboxes in every site I'm in is open, also I have a Twitter (clarexen055) where I post random shit.
Thanks for listening, guys. I just feel a little drained and me being a little active to the fandom again made me want to write this.
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01 Oct 2017 08:19 CEST
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