Ok, where to start? Well, many people are possibly wondering why I haven't been posting much lately. Well, maybe you are, maybe you aren't? Who knows really. When it comes to art, my situation has been made very clear multiple times, and that is something I cannot change. As for my stories, the very things I strive to put at least 95% of my time at.....well, IDK what to do at this moment in time. For the majority of the year, I've been in this depressed state, and every time I look at my stories, I always question myself: is this all I am able to do? Is this what people want? Do they even care about my work or even me in general? As life goes on for others, it goes on for myself as well. But most of this year and half of last year, things have occurred that has taken the toll of my personality, my sanity, and the thing that makes everyone even notice me in the first place: MY IMAGINATION. Its hard, you know? Going on day after day with a forced smile on your face, knowing that if you let your guard down for even a second, you'll break.
Some of you, not saying many, are probably wondering what I am talking about and what is the point of this journal. To put it bluntly, so many things had happened from the latter point of last year to practically all of this year and my mind cannot take it anymore. I am not in a semi-happy and stable place in my life and I feel lost. .....I'm sorry, this may not make sense to anyone who is reading this. I just needed to get some things off of my mind. I just wanted those who truly care for the work I myself create has seemingly come to a screeching halt. I just need time to get back on my feet. This is all I need. This journal will be deleted later today. Again, I sm sorry.
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04 Sep 2017 14:56 CEST
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