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Solratic

Am I not trying enough or Am I trying too hard

So lately, I've feeling a roller coaster of emotions from depressed, frustrated, to raged for a variety of reasons. My current job, my art, and what I want to do with my life.

Now, my job wasn't so bad to start with. I had a bad start when I first started, but it got slightly better as I worked a little bit more. But then, I got this one co-worker at my job who I work with who insists on working later than what I usual quitting time is. I used to be done at 4 or 4:30 (3:30 on Fridays), but now it's been extended to 6:00, all because my coworker wants to work more for more money. That may sound like a good idea, but my mind and body cannot take that. My job is bad enough that I don't like working there at times. Sometimes it's not so bad. I either work inside or outside. Guess what? I have to work outside. Well, technically, it's inside, but the house isn't fully built yet, but it is summer time. It is HOT and HUMID! At that point, my mind cannot take the heat. And that's where I get very angry! And it does not help that my coworker constantly comes at me how to do certain tasks so many times when I know how to do it! And one time, my coworker actually had the idea of us working until 7. At that point, my patience has reached an all time high. I wanted to quit so bad, but because of circumstances and personal reasons, I can't! So now, I'm stuck here. Unless they switch me with another coworker or they give me a different task, I'm gonna go insane.

So, at this point, I'm looking for a new job being hired somewhere else and/or getting money by making art any way that I can. I just wanna support myself and enjoy working for it. I try to look on the bright side of things, but I'm starting to swell up with very negative thoughts.

So, if you guys want to support me in any way, whether you wanna give me words of encouragement, you want a commission, donate to me, or you want to send me fanart, I'm all ears, hands, eyes, and mouth.

Commissions Open - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23368974/

Patreon - https://www.patreon.com/solratic

Ko-Fi - https://ko-fi.com/solratic
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