Well it's been a while since I've posted a journal on here so here's a new one. Life's been pretty shittastic lately. I've been feeling like a giant pile of depressed garbage every night. It's getting pretty unbearable to be honest, it's like I'd rather stare at a wall and be on the verge of tears than want to actually speak to someone. Sure there's people whom I'll talk to no matter what but I can't keep a fake smile on for everyone else. Eh at least friends are there to be supportive and I haven't burned myself in a while so that's a plus. On a very frustrating (angering, absolute fucking hate) note my birthday is in two days and I get my yearly experience of the day I absolutely hate ( not for being born, just shit that has happened) I fucking hate my birthday. It's about as bad as valentines day IMHO because that's just as shit filled. That's my little bullshit rant of the night.
7 years ago
10 Jan 2012 04:13 CET