I was never too famous or too noted, at least under this tag, but I enjoyed making Sonic fanart and the year of 2015 was a pretty significant one for me, Get ready for some autism because this is where you're gonna find it.
As people can still see, Nicole was my waifu, emphasis on was, but I digress, being a kissless virgin for so long does things to you (at least if you were a wuss like I was), and from Febuary 2014/September 2015 I devoted myself to the cyberlynx
I read very few stuff on tulpa, but I think insanity almost got a hold of me to the point where obscession convinced me that I was hearing Nicole in my head and cuddling with me in bed when I was really only humping a pillow, my family most definately got weirded out by that, thankfully it's the only thing they knew.
But things don't last forever, what I thought was going to be eternal bliss turned into an obnoxious quest of ''spot the mistakes'' with the Sonic fandom, as well as being, quite literally, Triggered by pictures of Shard and Nicole, I shit you not, this fucking ship (as well as others) would tear me apart like Tommy Wiseau, and that was Strike One
I was also getting into drawing, that was my first year with my new tablet, and I wanted to get on it pronto, I thought I was going to get into the business all cocksure about people wanting to commission me and giving me money to draw Sonic porn, simple enough, problem was that I wasn't anticipating how complicated and stressful merely drawing porn was, so life essentially turned into hell.
Then there was the limitation of inkbunny, the whole reason why I would want to make Nicole porn was because I absolutely hated almost every single Nicole pic out there and thought that I could wrong that right, my main goal was to make HumanxMobian porn, which was my thing, unfortunately inkbunny just wouldn't let me, so that was Strike Two
Strike Three was the slow but persistent realization that Nicole just wasn't a good character, at all. Never was and never will because Ian Flynn just used her as a cheap emotional drive for the pre-reboot comics and after the reboot he reduced her to a emotionless background character with quite literally, the worst Re-design possible, the mental gymnastics to justify why Spark of Life or her Reboot personality wasn't shit astounded me, and I probaly heard it from Ian Flynn himself, so there's your share of gossip/projection.
And just like that, she vanished from my life, I wasn't hugging her while sleeping, I was just holding a pillow, I wasn't pretending there was someone walking beside me telling me sweet things, that was quite literally a fucking stupid thing for me to do, and to think that I once thought that Nicole saved me from going mad in 2014 because I didn't have a computer, I should've been fucking studying to graduate and work, to this day I'm leeching off my parents.
She was gone, my will to do Sonic porn was gone too, and so was any curiosity about following the fucking Sonic fanbase, I mean seriously? Sonic is a fucking stupid character, the games are all bad save for 2 and the characters are all shit and any attempt to actually develop them is met with backlash because the fanbase thinks they know best, you know, the same people that think the Sonic OVA is good.
But eh, whatever, I moved on. Doing something else and having fun with it, God grant me success in my future endeavors, and in yours too. Thanks for reading all this shit, if you really did, unless you're a high-horse prick which this fanbase is full of.
