Thankfulness...

Heh...I've had a lot of things that make me sad and a lot of things that make me complain, you've seen them plastered all over my journals. But for those of you that do know me, know that I'm no tall doom and gloom all the time either.

-I have a living extended family here on the webs. It's so big, I'm not gonna bother naming you all.
-I'm thankful for my lover whom I've been with 5 years, two months from now.
-I have my friends and fans too. I may not know all of you out here that do like me or even just my character but knowing that you're out there does make me happy.
-My ability to cook, and that beautiful meal I prepared for us tonight of turkey, stuffing, biscuits, and an awesome green bean casserole.
-I'm thankful for all of you that actualy take the time and care and read what I have to say.

The list is almost endless of the things that I am truly grateful for. I know my life sucks, and that I don't have a lot of things I wish I had, or...can't recover many things I lost. But...its not in me to suclk and bask in whatever pain I'm in when I could be using that time to be happy instead. I'm happy over the things that I do have, and if I want more to be thankful for, I'll just keep workin' hard til I got it.