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by Junkey

So not gonna use this account again, but I won't delete these....stuffs...'cause it's just a good lesson, a reminder how far you can get with the illusion called "joy" , curiosity and inspirations.

Luckily,
it's over.

But thanks for considering these failures of mine something nice to view. So for your entertainment, I'm gonna leave these here.
Also thank for watched and faves, those always are a heads up.

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Added:	9 years, 4 months ago 03 Feb 2016 20:55 CET

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SilverCrystal

9 years, 4 months ago

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Did something happend?

Junkey

9 years, 4 months ago

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@ SilverCrystal

yeh, pretty much everything bad to make me feel sick of my own art, to feel down, and tries to do something awesome, or try out something new every day, or try how far I can go

SilverCrystal

9 years, 4 months ago

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@ Junkey

I see...

But what exactly, maybe I can help you

Junkey

9 years, 4 months ago

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@ SilverCrystal

Well the person, who gave me inspiration and courage to do crazy things, and I had a personal liking in her, she departed, and so did the inspiration and courage and curiosity to continue exploring art and TMNT in these kind of ways/dirty ways/ for me.....so, I honestly don't know anymore, as I don't see my art good at all, but I tried, tho

SilverCrystal

9 years, 4 months ago

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I see and understand. Life is cruel sadly, but we should never give up.

I believe many People love your Art and the way you draw. I know it is hard for you and I totally understand that you don't won't to continue and so do your watchers. Maybe you should take a break and thinking about this is. The Joy you had could have been an Illusion but it kept making you drawing your stuff and your watchers happy. At least I was always happy to see your Art :)

You don't see your good at all... well who cares? I don't draw, I just aking 3D Art and sometimes I'm also not happy with the results but I learn from the Mistakes and getting better and I believe you will too. Even when you write a Reply to a Watcher of you that your Art isn't good at all, they will know it better ^^

Junkey

9 years, 3 months ago

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@ SilverCrystal

Yeah, well life is a pain in somewhere, but somehow need to go further I know.
Also many thanks for taking time writing this awesome comment, really, it puts me on my feet a bit from the anger and upset mood.
Also it really made me wonder, that you might be right, it's not really good, if I just keep being angry at how I draw, iif the watchers like it, they know better indeed, it seems!

SilverCrystal

9 years, 3 months ago

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@ Junkey

You see? I just looked at the other comments and it just agree with my comment about that your watchers love your art ^^

Also never give up Hope and stand on your feet, open your eyes and face the mistakes.
The worst enemy we can have is ourself, cause we aren't satisfied with the results we make or the choices we make. We will always fall, again and again, but soon we will find a Light that gives us the courage to stand and facing our Mistakes. If we let the darkness consume us then we will fall in the abyss and locking ourself away. We call for help even if we don't show it. Many People ignoring this and it seems that we fall deeper and deeper but then suddenly a light appears and pulling us back up. It gives us hope and courage cause someone finally heard our call for help.

The Darkness = Your Friend who departed
The Abyss = The lose of your inspiration, courage and curiosity
The Call for Help = You, who didn't know anymore what to do
The Light = Your Watchers, Friends and Family

If you ever need someone to talk, I'm here for you, just like your watchers, friends and family.

So stand up Junkey and face your Mistakes. Together we can beat them ^^

DominoChan

9 years, 4 months ago

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I love your art and have loved it for a long time. I'm sad to see you go, but you gotta do what you gotta do. I hope that one day you'll return, maybe not even for the same fandom. I also hope you don't give up on art as a whole. You're work is not only wonderful, but i see room for even more potential with time. Till we meet again, Junkey. I'll miss you <3

Junkey

9 years, 3 months ago

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@ DominoChan

Man, you comment meant a lot, really
I mean I never knew I'll reach nice people in a way they would write me something nice like this, if something crappy happens with me and my stoopid art xD
Thanks again, will also note to self this comment, as it sure made my day

ForeverMATT

9 years, 4 months ago

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Don't know if you'll read this, but don't give up.
Take a break if you must, but don't quit altogether.
Whether or not it's in the same fandom or genre, inspiration and courage may find you once more. And if so, don't contain it.
Like any other emotion, if it isn't given a proper outlet, it will consume you.

You may not have liked your art, but every artist is their worst critic.
I'm sorry for your hardships, and I'm thankful you're leaving your work up for others to see. It's very kind of you, and I'm sure you've inspired many.

Chin up, Junkey. The world can be a dark place, but every once in a while, you find a flashlight. And then, it's not so bad.

Junkey

9 years, 3 months ago

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@ ForeverMATT

Hey thanks, I always find a time to read awesome and nice peoples comments, 'cause it really means a lot to me, actually. A small reaction is always the best,really.
You're completely right at the point: "if it isn't given a proper outlet, it will consume you", and yeah, artists are their own worst critics. I never competed with others arts, because that wasn't the main idea, rather entertain others, if that's possible, but if you, the creator lose your source of inspiration, then things go a bit difficult.
So thanks again, I keep in mind the heads ups, and somehow I'll get to a way or another eventually.

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