I hate to do this, I really, REALLY do... but I have to start either begging, or whoring my commission journal out like crazy, because I need money badly again. I have to come up with $240 to give my parents as rent money, because with months past, they expect it readily from me for thinking I can make it so easy... Well obviously I can't since I've not been able to give enough in their eyes. I hate to beg, I really do, but I need the help BADLY... I know it's probably the worst thing to do right now in every day life, but I can't stress this enough.
My health is deteriorating severely now, and to make matters more threatening for me, the doctors can't find what's making me sick, and the government denied me disability, which I was hoping for the most to support myself better. It's come down to the doc needing me to take a camera pill test, so I'm hoping that brings up some answers soon... but to add on to that, my mother, who is now sick and weak from multiple genetic diseases flaring up herself, is depending on ME to do her stuff, making me work all around the house in my pain and still expecting me to somehow pull money outta my ass.. >.<; I hate living in this house... I really need help..
So I'm offering commissions at odd prices, you pay what you want to give and I'll draw something for you. I can't do cheap funds for full quality pictures because it takes too much time for so little, as harsh as that sounds. I don't mean to be picky, but honestly I can barely even draw anymore from how much it hurts to even sit up. ><;
I can't do much more, and I do hope people will try to help... if you can't help, rather than posting and saying that, post your journal you can create to show this journal to your friends and watchers... I really don't mean to beg, but it's come to the point, I can't do much else but ask... So would you please help..?
My paypal for those that want to pay first and ask in a note, is slatebluewolf@hotmail.com and please be sure to state on the transaction who you are on IB, and be sure to send them as a gift under the Personal tab. ><; If I forget to check on here, please note me on my FurAffinity account, apologies for the reference to it on here.. https://www.furaffinity.net/user/matinus is my account there with the same journal. Please help.. ;-;
Thank you as well, I really appreciate the help everybody is offering out of you three, and even spreading the word is helping more than doin' nothing at all.
Thank you as well, I really appreciate the help everybody is offering out of you three, and even spr
