It's been a rough one, I can't bother trying to deny it. Work ate me alive, on top of me being a little worse for wear now. I miss my art horribly, I'm sure anyone could tell that I haven't gotten to it like I want to, like I need to.
Working with a tablet was a mixed blessing. It improves my coloring, but for linework I just can't match my work by hand with a pencil. I'm going to see if I can't get a real scanner of my own soon and produce art like I really want to be.
Art aside I've also had a lot of trouble with my depression this year. I've had fewer breakdowns but worse ones, and this unshakeable frustration and fatigue. I get up every day and I just don't want to deal with reality. Sometimes I really don't know what to do, but i always manage to work through it somehow. It's getting harder to, but I'm still here.
Here's hoping for a better year. I wish everyone enough, enough to make you happy and to keep you going.
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