Went out for my CDL permit test today, so i could get a new job, that doesn't get me 14 hours a week. lately i've been so strapped for cash, it isn't funny. (yes i sometimes buy stupid shit, 'cuase im a moron) so i passed the general test, and got a Class B. which doesn't mean anything. i need a Class A or i can't get this new job. and everytime i fail, it's 40bucks. ugh. i can't afford this, or the bills. this is the first time, in a very long time i've just felt so crappy. It's my own fualt... i grab something to eat, and it costs money. i go out driving, it costs money in gas. Meh, i guess since my birthday, things havn't been going very well. not a single family member or friend got me anything, i was hoping for some money from my relatives, to help with all this. but alas, nothing. i shouldn't really expect it. i dunno why i do.
7 years, 1 month ago
03 Nov 2011 21:04 CET