The management interrupts your regularly scheduled life for the dollowing important announcement
Yeah, so it turns out that I’m not dead.
In recent months… Okay, who am I kidding? In the last couple of years, my creativity has been shit. I’ve had no inspiration to write my drawing is crap and I have not really had the time or energy to really CREATE like I once did. Hell, I have seriously neglected my Fanfiction, DA, FA, SoFurry, Y!Gal and Inkbunny pages. Come to think of It, I MIGHT have a weasly page that I’ve never used. For a while I was using Google Docs, but even that has fallen off. If I didn’t Roleplay with a very select few treasured friends, I wouldn’t be writing anything at all.
That bothers me
Now every now and then I post a few cosplay pics or Food Porn, but that is not really the creativity I once had. It’s not like I was ever that popular, but I felt as if I was contributing something to the artistic communities that I value. I’ve lost that somehow.
I think the worst part of it is that I have neglected many of the people I have called friends. Or that have extended me the same courtesy. I don’t like to think of myself as a bad friend, but just disappearing is a dick move – and no, not the good kind of dick either.
Now, there are ways to contact me and if anyone really cared, I suppose by now someone would have reached out, but chose not to. This journal is not about them, it is about me. However, if you feel as though the shoe fits, I encourage you to wear it.
I could made excuses about my schedule. I could talk about how my life seems to revolve around work, caring for my mom, and sleep and they would be valid because they are true. Still, it wouldn’t be completely genuine either. I find time to dick around on facebook. I check some other sites regularly and I am sill gaming when I have the energy for it.
Anyway, I just feel like something is missing.
Things are changing and I have taken steps to fix this.
For one thing, I have nuked all the journals, and unseen submissions form my queue from the sites I am on. This is so that I have a fresh start.
I’ve agreed to write a new story for a Friend’s Fan fiction website
I’ve also agreed to update and revise some previously posted works on that site.
I’ve agreed to consult on another Friend’s upcoming Webcomic.
I’m going to try to help my brother produce some new content for his series.
As for my own work, I am picking up on a not published work and I also intend to write more chapters in “Shattered” and a few other projects that have languished for too long.
I am working on finalizing my cosplay prospects for ComicCon and Halloween 2015 and looking forward to ComicCon 2016.
But the most important thing I am striving to make a reality is the forging of new relationships, and the rebuilding, resurfacing and maintenance of the relationships that I have neglected. If there are issues between me and anyone reading this, drop me a note and let’s has them out. If you want to talk let me know.
I’ve you have something to say to me, say it, I am a big demon and I can handle it.
The bottom line is, I’m not dead… and my door is open.
It’s your choice whether to walk through it or not.
I now return you to you regularly scheduled life.
Ja ne
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