Is a date that I'm going to keep in my head for a very long time.
It was, officially, the worst day of my life, the date I finally broke down, the date I finally decided that I really need to change how I live, because I can never feel this terrible again. It's the date I realized that my fears and anxieties are so stupid when you're facing oblivion. It's the date when I realized who my real friends are, and how much they care for me. It's the date when I finally understood that I was part of the problem, and I need to change myself, as well.
Never let me forget it. Whenever I start acting stupid, or afraid, or start falling back into my old habits, just whisper "October 9, 2011" in my ear.
7 years, 9 months ago
10 Oct 2011 13:23 CEST