I haven't properly checked my submissions or journals since...
And I've barely been able to stay online, between wanting to just play video games in quiet solitude or spending time with friends offline or, and I can't forget to mention, working two jobs.... I just never think about going online anymore, it just feels like I'm wasting the little free time I have in front of a box hoping that someone will deem me worthy of their few seconds.
Now, I'm not saying there aren't people out there who want to spend their time talking to me, nor am I saying I don't want to talk to them. Just, if I am chatting online, that's all I can really do and in the end I'll accomplish nothing else, or I will but it will be super slowly.
As opposed to staying offline and getting a shit tonne done, like room cleaning, advancing in the buckets of games I've been wanting to play, spending time with those who I care for around me, heck even going through my fuck load of magic cards.
I guess what I'm saying is, I'm sorry to those who enjoy their time with me online. Going forward I'll try to be there more often but in the end, it's not as easy as it used to be.
7 years, 2 months ago
25 Sep 2011 16:07 CEST