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Hello everyone, It has been 4 years.

To be honest, I've been purposely avoiding this site...

...and the sonic fandom, to be infact.

In those 4 years, I've been busy with college and other personal business aswell, but...It was also my very intention to leave, as I've just said.

I hate to be so blunt about it, but this is how I feel.

I wanted to leave.

And it was easier to just do that instead of explaining it to everyone. Actually. EVEN now, I find it difficult to tell the reason why I left...But perhaps you'll have a hunch on why I did.  

I don't ever want to be a "furry" ever again.

Although I admit, the sonic fandom DID mean a lot to me. I've been motivated to draw, been happy to meet and talk with others...been fortunate to make friends...but at some point, it...well. it has been weighting me down. In more ways than one, perhaps.

So. After this, I want to bid everyone farewell...or well, The sonic community atleast. It's not that that I'm gonna stop drawing, but...I'm just... not...going back to this again. OK?

I'm posting a few pieces from 4 years ago that I haven't uploaded back then, and then...I'm going to delete all of it from my hard disk.
 
Thanks for everything.

- Aix

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Added: 7 years, 11 months ago
 
chacumera
7 years, 11 months ago
Goodbye, and good luck.
Aix
Aix
7 years, 11 months ago
Thank you very much for your consideration. It's much appreciated. :')
bbbuuu
7 years, 11 months ago
It's nice to at least get an explanation... I enjoyed your art, and sorry that you're leaving the Sonic (and furry fandom) but thank you for at least doing this... lots of artists just erase their whole gallery so their fans are left with nothing to remember them by, but at least you're not like that.

I wish you the best with your future art!
Aix
Aix
7 years, 11 months ago
I'm glad you are taking this very well. And with understanding too. Yes, I actually considered deleting my whole gallery myself, but I couldn't do it after all. I must admit that some blood and tears went into making all that art, so I couldn't really part with it. And yes, I thought that it would be sad for my watchers aswell. :') Y'all were wonderful supporters. And I'd feel upset too if my favorite artist did that to me, haha.

Y'know, I'm really relieved that I've gotten such chill and sweet reactions from everyone. I honestly thought i would get ZERO replies to this or lots of hate and flame mail, but it didn't happen at all. quite the opposite.
Thephilosoph
7 years, 11 months ago
AIX! We Love Youuu!
(Bluefire7 from FA)
Aix
Aix
7 years, 11 months ago
It's kind of nice to hear from some people from FA. :) that was where i have made my "debut" after all. xD But, my decision is firm, I'm not going to draw that kind of art again, Sorry pal. :(  

And if I'll ever draw sonic art again, I actually don't think so. I've basically lost interest since Sonic Colors, and I haven't given even ONE look at Sonic Lost World. Let alone Sonic Boom.

It's nice to hear that you liked me and my work, but this is where I'll most likely have to break your heart and say goodbye. :') I'm very sorry that I must disappoint you. but I sincerely thank you for your long lasting support. ( UwU) farewell, friend.
 
vaporeonrocks
7 years, 11 months ago
Awwwwwwww. ;_; OK man. I hope you had a good time at least when you were with us Sonic fans. -hugs- Still have fun out there for us, eh? ^^
Aix
Aix
7 years, 11 months ago
I'd say it was worthwhile. I don't think I would've kicked it so far in art if it weren't for sonic. I'd even think my life would've been pretty plain, maybe depressing, even. I've only gotten more talkactive and bubbly because of being in this community. y'know, I guess it was a good time indeed. :)
 
vaporeonrocks
7 years, 11 months ago
Yay! ^0^ I'm glad Sonic made a good impact on ya at least. ^w^ -pats your back- Keep being awesome! >8V xD
soina
7 years, 11 months ago

;A; aix bby (pimpsawnik from iscribble) why finaly u post something and it's sad ;3;
at least i am glad you have returned, i know u said ur leaving the sonic fandom, i really wished i knew why TvT so maybe i could help in someway but, i just wanna say your sonic art was and has always been amazing to me, it's really sad to hear you wont be drawing it anymore ;v; those days of drawing with you i will always remember they where amazing i had a lot of fun.
Aix
Aix
7 years, 11 months ago
Ofcourse I wouldn't forget about you soina. :D We indeed had a lot of fun on iscribble and I'm glad we've met. I'm sorry I had to come back with such a depressing post. :C But y'know...there's really no talking my way around it. V_V I've felt this heavyhearted for a long time. There are several reasons for me to leave the sonic fandom, the easiest one being that I've lost interest in the series, the other one being that I wanted and want to draw other things too, and then...there are the much...more...heavier reasons.

To be honest, I actually really hate to say it, even now.... I've hoped you've gotten a bit of an idea when I said "I don't want to be a furry ever again." it's that, and...I don't really have the guts to face anyone now. Not after...departing like that. Truthfully, I don't really wish to dive into the details of that matter any further. there are also much deeper reasons for which I don't and can't speak of either. I'm terribly sorry.

But I'll say this, even though I'm rather miserable right now, I've sincerely enjoyed our time together. I've idolized your work too, so I am really honored to have met you. And it's really nice to hear from you, too. You're a chill person, Soina. Too cool for me, actually. Take care, friend :')
Aix
Aix
7 years, 11 months ago
phew. I sure have a way of babbling when I'm sad, I'm sorry. :'D

I guess...right now..I just want to be alone. I've grown adapted to being alone. Perhaps one day, I'll adapt back to being sociable again, but right now, I just can't face it.
soina
7 years, 11 months ago
well to be honest i'm still a sonic fan but sonic boom and lost world was shet xD so i can understand you loosing interest in it ;v;
all i was worried about is i hope the choices you have made to leave this have been intirely of your own and not intiated by another party or someone else, as to be honest it should be your own choice what you like at the end of the day uvu if you really don't feel comfortable with it then thats your own choice and i respect that.

and i was glad to have met you too xD u where like the first person i image rped with so you and your art have always meant a lot to me ;v; even if your not into sonic anymore is there anyway we can still keep in contact? or i mean unless you don't want to
Aix
Aix
7 years, 11 months ago
Haha was it really that bad?? xD damn. But uh...yeah...I've lost interest a long time ago...Along with a bunch of other reasons, but, yeah. It's better that way, really. I mean I've been in the sonic fandom long enough to be labeled as an "sonic artist" of sorts. Whenever I try to draw different fandoms, it gets...ignored. That's kind of annoying. (  ´_`) And I didn't want to admit this before, but...my obsession over sonic was really pushing my mental health, ok. It's fine to have a hobby or an interest but..... I was like, inferior. Even while I had been gleefully drawing... "those" things, and even while the sonic fandom has shaped me a lot with art aswell as...with friends, I saw later, that I'm ashamed of it. I'm fine with people who are still into those stuff, but I don't want to drag myself back into that world. It's...not supposed to sound like an insult to anyone, I'm actually impressed by people who have their life and act together while having interests like these. But I'm not qualified as that. So I quit. I now want to just pass this off as a phase. Nothing more. That...sounded harsher than it should be, but my decision is firm.

But as I stated earlier, I wish to clear that "sonic label" from my name...(actually, i also want to clear the "furry" label from my name, too) and draw other things...other fandoms...I just want to focus on my art now. I'm gonna try my "damn-est" to improve, If that's even a word. ;;; Simply put, I want to move on.

Sadly, I don't think I've been one for... conversations. To be honest, I'm not sure what I should talk about either. I've been actively avoiding social sites/messengers those years. :'D Uhm. Man I hate to disappoint you but I don't think I'll be coming back to those anytime soon. It's kinda hilarious because we're kind of having a sort of conversation here, but somehow it doesn't bother me as much as chatting directly///;;; I'm way too quiet yo. Truth be spoken, I'd feel rather anxious. x'DD I'm terribly sorry. Perhaps we can speak again once I've settled with a new artist name. :') who knows. ghh...sorry, I'm just too conflicted right now.


soina
7 years, 11 months ago
;v; thats okay i understand, i'm just glad to hear from you and that youre doing okay since you just kinda vanished from iscribble that time and, not just me but a lot of people where worried about you.

i can compleetly see where youre coming from with the whole fact of people ignoring art that isn't sonic, there has been a few times where i have concidered trying to start again and draw different things just because people tend to not be as interested TvT
but then i'm also really glad for the support and interest in my art regardless even if it is sonic people have told me that i'm one of the best sonic artists xD (i don't beleive that rly ;v; ) but it means a lot to me that i'm inspiring a lot of people and that they can enjoy my art even if it is porn or sonic or furry.
i really hope to see some art from you elsewhere though, like if you start under another artist name i would love to follow your art ;v;

and thats okay, i just like to be there to support friends ;u; if you dun wanna chat or anything i can understand xD
it was really great hearing from you regardless -v-
MystycCheez
7 years, 11 months ago
D:
diobliv
7 years, 11 months ago
Y'know...I never actually got the chance to speak with you (you'd gone before I got here).

I never really realized, up until now how much I've actually wanted to. You seemed a lovely babe ;v;

None the less, I wish you good health and fortune after releasing such a weight from yourself. Do what's right for you <3

ScorchEverlong
7 years, 10 months ago
Good luck with your endeavors. Sad to see you go, but I understand. If you ever change your mind, you're always welcome.
Again, good luck! <3
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