I cannot stop or change something made without my decision.
I cannot affect it when the choice was made without me or my feelings considered.
I cannot waste my life feeling kicked around because this choice was made.
And honestly, I should've expected it and need to remember to not be surprised next time.
I'd say, but it'd cause MASSIVE heartache between me and people I don't want to. So instead, I'll just be quiet about it. I'll reiterate my sentences up there. I'll make sure I remember them.
Because I REALLY hate how I feel right now, feeling upset at people who would have little reason to hurt me, but have just the same. Not by intention, but by ignorance. Somehow, it hurts worse that way, but what does it matter? My complaining will not change it and will only anger them or worse.
So I must remember to look in the mirror and say, "Stop tilting at windmills, Cyrano."
6 years, 12 months ago
25 Aug 2011 05:40 CEST