Well what can i say.. things really arn't any better atm.
Most of the week i've felt emotional, mainly because i really am not sure what my future holds in store for me, the past week has just been full of upset and sadness, i'm trying hard to cope with it, but it's just not got any better.
I've had alot of worries, and i feel as though i'm soon going to be back to the way i was before i knew about anything related for furries.. I've asked people not to worry about me because it's really not worth it, i don't want anyone to have to worry about me when everyone has their own lives to get on with, without having to be picking me up all the time.
Truth is, my heart just hasn't been in most things i do furwise anymore, i've lost peole because of it, through things i have either done or because of the things i like and am into, and people have wanted me to be this great person, who i am not..
But, i will be carrying on with my drawings, and getting pics finished off that are still down as works in progress, but yes, please don't worry about me too much, really, it's not worth it.
8 years ago
24 Jul 2011 11:41 CEST